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Saturday, September 27, 2008

Birthday wish to ETHEL LIM! :D
heehee.
i miss you.
Happy Birthday :)
let's meet up soon k? HAHA.
i love you!

betting with Brendan on _________.
HAHAHAHA.
Loser treats lunch. :D
& i have a gut feeling i will win,
although i want to lose.
it's just a complicated selfish reason.

heh.
Math and History on Monday.
Science, Tuesday.
Hari Raya. Wednesday.
Normal Lessons. Thursday.
Literature and Chinese Paper 1. Friday.

tuition,
4 and a half hours D:
gotta go!
see you.
:]

it's 10:32 PM now

Finally, i'm on the com.
printing history stuff :D

oh yes,
BIRTHDAY WISHES! :]

To my dear senior LMZ! :)
Min Zhen! heh.
Happy (Belated) Birthday :)
Jiayous for you O levels this year.
bet you can score super well.
all those A1s! :D
teehee,
and your card is still with me :]
pass to you on Monday k,
haha. i love you!
(yay! you don't stalk my blog anymore!)

To my dear fun friend, BERNICE! :D
Happy (Belated) Birthday!
Jiayous for you O levels!
and hope we In Crowders can have a group outing or something?
HAHA.
i love you!

To my dear friend, Sheereen! :)
Happy Birthday! :]
Jiayous for your O levels this year!
study hard and i know you can pass with flying colours!
teehee.
i love you!

To my dear friend Sharifah HANNAH! :D
hey you!
Happy Birthday!
& your card is still with me! :D
pass to you on Monday.
Jiayous for the coming exams.
you can do it! :]
hehe. i love you!

To my dear crazy bandmate cum leader, RAHHHH! :DD
YOU ARE MY CRAZY FRIEND! :]
have a blast birthday this year
and you card is still with me too! :)
Tetricks will be the best damn band ever :D
let's practise hard for next year's performance alrightttt. ;D
hehhh.. i love you my crazy friend!

alright.
early wishes now.
(:

To my best friend in the world,
(HAHA, your name is gonna be super big!)
BRYAN HAN XIN CHOU ;D
my superrrr high best friend,
Happy (1 day early) Birthday! :]
hah! i told you you wouldn't be able to guess what your present will be :D
hehehehe.
enjoy your day alrighttt.
(:
call you at midnight to scare you! :]]]]
teehee.
Jiayous for your exams,
& i'm sure you can get all A luhhh! :}
HAHA. I LOVE YOU!

To my dear friend YITING! :D
haha. i miss sitting next to you in Chinese somehow. ;X
HAHA.
Happy Birthday!
your card is with me,
and i'll pass to you on the actual day, Monday!
May your birthday bring you loads of good luck for our Math and History.
of course it will :]
heeee.
i love you!

yup.
thats all for now.
so many birthday wishes :D
September is such a good month to grow older i guess.
heee.
:]

it's 12:57 PM now

Sunday, September 21, 2008

i remember sitting at the backseat of this bus, just watching you.

major slackinggg occuring.
talked to Car, Ted, Zaac and Brendan the whole night.
ZOMG.
on top of my articles.

this is bad, real bad.
tuition tomorrow again! :D
HAHAHA.
mugg laterrrr.
need to finish Ms Tan's homework or she'll kill me. ;X

oh wells.
changed the skin.
hope it's alright.
school tomorrow.
looking forward to it (:
oh boy! :D

it's 10:46 PM now

Saturday, September 20, 2008

don't ask me why it seemed like time stopped, 'cause i really don't know.

i'm seriously slackingggg ):
shit luh.
suppose to be STUDYING. D:

alright.
so fell asleep while doing history today.
but i can't stop reading Salem Falls.
i am addicted to it :D
yesyes. its just grabs you.

so had tuition this morning.
3 hours straight.
but i love it,
i love going to Ms Tan's house :]
& cos i love the SecTwo batch! :DD
they are uber funnnyyyy ;D
heeeeeeeee.
& i ain't some rich kid k?!
LOLLOLLOL :]

then came back and followed Mama and Sandra to Tampines to buy dress.
They are attending a wedding tomorrow.
so Sandra wanted to buy new clothes.
in the end, i bought a new top and shorts ;X
paiisehh. i shouldn't be spending money luhh! D:
HAHAHA.
after exams, i'm going out out out! :D

heee.
came back, studied a bit before falling asleep ;X
then 15 minutes later, woke up,
felt super tired then went to the park.
no soccer today ):
cos Dylan, Jeremy and the rest didn't go.
so only me and James.
HAHAHAHA.

stupid luh.
challenged him badminton :]
heeee.
then went back home and out for dinner. ;D
and bought more stuff ):
OMGGGG.
spent so much money today ;X
gonna starve!
diet is killing me.
i CANNOT diet! ):

oh wells. better go do my article already.
due this Monday.
then go study :]

awww man.
this post seriously very boring luh ):

ohohoh,
Happy Birthday to Chan Lee Sheng :]
hehe.
stupid luh you! move out for what?
HAHAHA.
can't believe you re taking Sandy away D:
we'll all miss you and her xD
LOLLOLLOL!
:}

it's 10:31 PM now

Friday, September 19, 2008

ALRIGHT.
news spreads like WILDFIRE.
i ~~swear~~ it's true.

have i really been emo?
cos i don't think i have.
i have always been the same haven't i?

must i really be sad.
for once, somehow, i didn't feel sad,
i just felt like i've learnt something new.
that's all.
sure i've been drowned in my thoughts,
but that's just me isn't it?

However,
Thank you from the bottom of my heart,
Girlfriend, Carissa, Madelaine, Le Xuan and everyone else who has tried cheering me up.
I AM REALLY OKAY. ;D
i promise (:
I LOVE YOU ALL! <3

To dearest,
you don't have to apologise anymore because it's not your fault. ;]
after all, don't best friends forgive each other?
but seriously, it's not your fault and i'll never blame you!
HAHAHAHA.
i miss you! ):
ily<3

heeeee.
sooner or later,
you'll see.
i'll stand back on my two feet again.
and keep walking forward.
that's what life is isn't it?

keep moving on,
no matter what,
we'll meet at the crossroads again.
i know we will
:)

it's 9:51 PM now

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

t's the 69th day.
the day our journey has come to a crossroad,
and we will part seperate ways.

i'll never forget the times we spent,
these some 69 days.
the tears,
the smiles,
the words of anger,
and the whispers of fear.

i remember them all.
fond memories.
the times we had been through are irreplacable.
i had fallen,
but you picked me up,
and i was sure i would do the same for you.

Now, we part.
after our journey of self-discovery,
you have taught me what life was like,
and your smile just brightened my day.

This is not goodbye,
but a new beginning,
not only for me, but for you too.
we'll cross each other's paths someday,
and till then,
i'll love you now and forever more :)
i'll never regret the day i met you,
and i'm glad it was you.

i love you <3

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
And when we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined everything's alright
I want to be
With the one I know
And the 7 things I like the most that you do
You make me love you
♥

it's 11:13 PM now

Sunday, September 14, 2008

when sparks fly, my heart melts.

a love that floats.

you're the gleaming moon.

WHEEEE (:
was a blast today :]
celebrated at the park.
but so little people went D:

sad luhh. ):
Heather, yesyes, HALLLOWWEEENNN! :D
we are so inviting EVERYONE.
including thsoe outside the neighbourhood! :]
it's gonna be soooo fun!

played with sparkles.
then played Ice and Water! :D
haven't played it for so damn long already D:
heeee.
not forgetting Di acting so spastic luhh ;X
superrr retarded and childish with his dragon latern which has music coming out from it!
LOLLOLLOL.

OMGGGG LUHHH! :D
today was so FUN! :]

i just wished you were here.
time to act childish again :D

it's 10:45 PM now

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL EVERYONE :)
maybe i'll go out to play tonight.
that is if Di, Jeethi and the rest are going :D
heeeeeeeeee.
i miss them luhhh ! D:

Missed dearrr's performance. D:
screw it luhhhh.
i wished so bad i could go! ):
damn itttt.
should have just went D:
MISSEDIT&MISSEDYOU T.T
superrr sorryyy ):
oh, btw, brendan, you owe me photos :]
remember!
TEEHEEE xD

EOY is nearing.
i'm gonna mug today.
yupyup.
think i'll skip clay too, so i can go out to play tonight. (:
Lanterns, Sparkles, Bombs.
i love you :)

ohohoh.
BIRTHDAY WISHES!

Firstly,
Happy Belated to my dear Step- Dad! :]
live long and happy!
I love you!

Secondly,
Happy Birthday to my dear friend Tan Yi Wei Jordan! :D
HAHA.
i miss you luhh ):
& everyone else from cell.
loves.
heeeeeeeee.

For my dearest,
with truckloads of love.
Happy Belated Chinese Birthday :)
heee. real one coming soon eh?
:D
iloveyoumuchmuchmore! :]

it's 1:48 PM now

Saturday, September 13, 2008

just finished uploading new songs into iTunes. ;]
heeee.
got them from Vanessa. =D
she's leaving in 8 days. D:
i'll miss her! ):

EOY in 2 weeks D:
i so haven;t been studying hard enough. ):
this year has been full of ups and downs.
pretty contented with it though.
somehow, memories flow back.
and i'll treasure them (:

dearrr performance is TOMORROW.
and i'm not going D: D: D:
NOOOO. ):
I SOOOO WANNNAAA GOOOOO! D:
T.T
mama will spank me if she finds out i go ):
oh wells.
JIAYOUS k! :D
heeeeeeeee.

well.. back to the books.
tuition and mugging tomorrow.
):
maybe i'll skip clay, i have so much work. ):
too much for a weekend.
Mama Mia was a great show.
:]

wheeeeeeeeeeee.
i miss you alottttt ):
truckloads of loveeeee.
:)

it's 10:53 PM now

Monday, September 8, 2008

Happy 2nd Monthhh dearrr! :D
i love you truckloads dearest. <3

& i ain't kidding :]
heeee.
LOVES!

it's 10:46 PM now

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Me: Hey Chermaine, where did Clarice, Bryan, Brendan go?
Chermaine: Dunno. Maybe off running somewhere again. HAHA.
}
oh gosh, i miss them D:
Clarice, Jiayous for your N Levels. You can do it! :DD
Brendan, thanks for filling em in on details. (:
Bryan, thanks for being the bestest friend I could ever have! ;D
Chermaine, oh gosh, what's the world without you? :]
♥

okay, we were tired alright.
we didn't mean to. ):
but heck.
thanks Bibi for sleeping in with me :D

i love you dearrr.
just one more day :D

the words say it all <3>

now, i wonder what i'll be without you two. ;D
thanks for sticking by me always. (:

it's 10:24 PM now

Mediation forum.
Jaslyn's face looks cute
& i love Megan's ACSI sweater :D

The craziest mates i've been with :)
ohohoh, TETRICKS! :D
my bandmates and our supporters ;]

Hey, look what i found.
this year's batch of Secondary Two in B Division now.
but Michelle is missing D:

oh, did i mention the person who sits next to me in class rocks? :D
yes, she does.
she's my darlinggg and i love her! ♥
(ahem, i am straight k)

i sure remember this! :D
CHEERLEADERS!
yesyes, CHAMPS :)

it's 10:00 PM now

WOOHOO :D
SLACKKKKK ! :)
hehe.
SCHOOOLLL TOMORROW.
& i'm EXCITED.
seriously.

YAY! :]
gonna freak Ruthie out with my banngggs. :}
eh, wait, i already did!
oh wells.
nevermind, freak everyone else out then. :]
Yipee!

alrighttt.
who put the sugar pill into Marissa's drink today?
gee, i wonderrr too.
yupyup,
wondering why i'm so uber-high,
unlike few days ago when you are so damn emo. D:

oh wells.
since i'm happy,
we'll press replay,
and look at some photos! :D
teeheee.

love!
wheeeeeeee, i love you! :)
my darlinggg and my dearrr! ♥

it's 9:34 PM now

alright.
seriously.
i shouldn't be on the com now ;X
HAHA.

better go back and finish up my Geog and Math.
Screw heymath benchmarks. :]
gave up halfway and still passed!
ironic (:

my sis is going to Avril Lavigne concert.
i sold my ticket :D
YAY!
just didn't feel like going,
and now i'm pretty sure some people are gonna come after my ass,
cos i chose to stay at home instead of going to the concert.
;X

oh wells.
mind's in a mess.
i need to clear up some stuff.
ohohoh, Camp Rock today. ;]
RANDOM! :D

wheeee.
SCHOOOLLLL STARTS TOMORRRROOOWWWW! :DDDDD
yesyes!
i love school! <3
i'm so gonna love tomorrow.
i ~~swear~~.

dearrr, just one more day! :D
wheeee, i love you so so much! :]
& i hope you havem't given up on me yet.

it's 2:09 PM now

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Step Grandmother's and sister's birthday today.
Grandmother is 89, and Vanessa is 18.
That makes 107 years old in total on the cake :D
wheeee.
stay healthy and strong to both of you!
Happy birthday :)
& god bless always! :]

had fun listening to Vanessa's Ipod and reading Vanishing Acts.
one word, Captivating.
loved it.
<3
but i guess the best part was listening to the lyrics play in my head while you trace back your footsteps into memory.
all the good and bad ones i've had these 14 years.
i guess i've pretty much changed from pre school, to primary school and secondary school.

somehow,
if one day i ever do trace back to childhood when i've grown up,
perhaps, you'll just wished you were a kid forever.
because i'm pretty sure i'll miss the days i can act childish or innocent and no one would care.
i just miss those times.

press rewind.
forward.
press play.
let it go.

we've come so far.
and we'll just keep moving forward.
iloveyou:)
2 days.

it's 10:55 PM now

HELLO EVERONE (:
alrightt.
looks like i haven't been like feeling good these few days..
Thank you all for cheering me up. ;]
really appreciate it,
but really, no matter how many times i have been put down,
i'll climb back up again.
we'll see.
(:

okay.
i owe a lot of people wishes
which i haven't been wishing.

Firstly, all teachers,
Happy (late) Teacher's Day. ;]

all my friends,
Happy Holidays! :D

all my sec four friends taking n levels or o levels this year,
JIAYOUS!JIAYOUS!JIAYOUS!
you all can do it.
Ace your Prelims,
and ace the big exam! :D

ohohoh.
& also congragulations to all my teammates who played in
Cheers Doubles the past week and won.
& also to those who lost,
cheer up and don't feel bad!
we'll train super ahrd and beat them next year! :]

heeee.
also,
congrats to dearrr and his team for making N.E. mation Top 20! :DDD
JIAYOUS for Top 10!
(:

also,
to my step-grandmother,
Happy 88th Birthday.
Stay Helathy and strong always.
(:

& let me get this straight.
cos apparently a lot of people do not know this.
MY PHONE HAS BEEN CONFISCATED TILL I DUNNO WHEN.
(perhaps years later)
I'M SERIOUS.
SO PLEASE DO NOT SMS ME OR TRY TO CALL ME.
IF YOU WANT TO REACH ME,
PLEASE CALL MY HOUSE OR IM ME.
(:
THANK YOU! :D

dearrr, 2 more days.
iloveyoualways:)

it's 3:07 PM now

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

you know,
happy endings were probably just made believe.
and true love is the biggest piece of shit i've ever heard.
i'm dead serious.
if it's anything about love,
yup, just screw it.
falsehood and deception.
illusions.
a big pitch of empty nothingness.
that's what love is.

i'm the one that needs to be saved now.
& i just wished i wasn't the one left in the corner.
those one-word sentences are killing me.
it's just as good as not speaking at all.
seriously,
someone just save me.
or better yet,
KILL me please.

5 more days.
& oh boy,
i even wonder if it will ever come.
iloveyou, but that doesn't matter anymore does it?

it's 10:24 PM now

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

sorry.
i've lost all my links.
actually some.
these are my old ones.

PLEASE update me on all your new ones!
THANK YOU! :D

it's 10:44 PM now