Capture your smile,

Monday, March 31, 2008

i'm just not feeling myself.
please STOP asking me whether i want to do this,
whether i want to go there.

I JUST DON'T OKAY!
i am so freakin' annoyed now.
you know,
it really is very annoying when someone keeps pestering me.

i have some patience.
but i am like every other human being.
I HAVE LIMITS TOO.
looks like it just so happens that you are asking me on my wrong days.

please.
spare me already.

//

it's 9:25 AM now

calorie intake is too HIGH! D:
i ate way too much today. DD:
like gosh luh.
i so wanna eat! ):
DIETDIETDIETDIET! DDD:
it's the most unpleasant damn thing ever. )):

everyone tells me i'm not fat.
and they say if i diet, i'll be aneroxic.
like please luh.
i am damn fat can. ):
like just pray i lose weight.
3 inches, 5 kilos. (:
then i'll be happy! :D
if its more, even better!

CAs coming, tournament Top 8.
if i don't eat,
how am i suppose to concentrate? D:
AHHHHHH
like shitshitshit.
i just have to be fat. D:
screw it!

NOTE TO SELF:
STARVE TOMORROW! (:
i am dead serious.
1 meal tomorrow.
don't care whether your stomach is yelping for food or not.
& if anyone wants me to run any errands tomorrow or anything of that sort,
please tell me! :D
i'll gladly run it for you to pass time! ;D
or if you need peer-tutoring during recess, come find me too! ;D
i'll be in class. (:

ThisDamnDietIsKillingMeInside,ButISoHaveToLoseAllThatWeight&BeSkinnier.
MarissaHasToLoseWeight.
DietDietDiet.
EatLess,WorkMore.
TillIFaintOnCourt (oh gosh, that better not happen)

the point is.
i really have to lessen my calorie intake.
means no eating tomorrow during Home Econs just like last week. (:
no eating during recess.
no eating after school.
no snacking during cheerleading.
no eating after cheerleading.
eat only during dinner.
thats all. ;D
a meal a day.
ICANDOIT! :DD

[& to some people, i am not trying to be another Colette, i am not dieting cos i want attention. i'm doing it for myself, because I WANT TO BECOME SKINNIER like a lot of other girls out there. just hope you all understand.]

if i could just whisper in your ear,
i love you,
how will you react?

it's 8:39 AM now

Sunday, March 30, 2008

SUNBURNT TWICE IN A ROW! (:
teehee.
now like tan.
YAYYY! ;D
i so dun want to be that fair. ):
cos you will look damn scary. like ghost. ._______.
now my skin is a little red.
hehe.
i'll be darker tomorrow! ;DDD

okay.
so yesterday, played Basketball during training under the BRIGHT BRIGHT SUNNY SUN! :DDD
lost count of the score =X
LOLLOLLOL.
but it was super fun luh. (:
then we lifted weights for about an hour,
then ran 6 rounds round the Classroom Block.

wheee. (:
after training, went to Bubble Tea shop.
NO BUBBLE TEA FOR ME! DDD:
because Marissa here is way too fat and she needs to diet! ;D
urgh. it sucks having an empty stomach all the time. D:
i miss food.
& i'm craving for candy. DDD:
WEAHHHHH ):
3 inches, 5 kilos. (:
JIAYOUS! :DD

okay.
so todayy went to SENTOSA! ;D
haven't been there since like forever.
8 years i think. ):
oh gosh.
after today,
i feel like i was deprived of such nice beaches! ):
yupyup.
so went with Church Cell Group.
& yes, made more new friends again. :DD
Sandra didn't go.
so it was just me.
so i like didn't knwo anyone there at all.
so yeah. had to make new friends. (:

Yi Wen was like damn ncie to me. :D
always talk to me and i sat with her on the train to Sentosa as well as the tram ride. (:
THANK YOU FOR KEEPING ME COMPANY! ;D
& congrats on getting the job! ;DDD

we played in the sun for like 4 hours straight?
i didn't eat.
and i wasn't that hungry.
cos the games were so so fun. (:
& although it was SUPER BRIGHT&SUNNY,
i just forgot about my hunger. (:
LOLLOLLOL. :D

okay. so we played Volley Ball first. (:
so fun. (;
we hit the ball like 50 times before it touched the ground. :D
YAYYY. made a new record. (:
after that, played Yi Wen's game.
we have two containers filled with flour and objects hidden inside.
then we have to use our mouths to pick and find the objects.
the team with the most number of objects win.
& it was a tie! (:
&& "lucky me" was the only girl in the team. .______."
luckily, Sheena joined.
so yeah.
i was saved. ;D

next game was Sheena's game.
the warm-up was a buddy game where we had to dig under the sand from two points and find your partner's hand.
i partnered Li Hua. :D
so J J (Lionel) and his partner (paiisehh.. i forgot your name -_____-") won! ;D
after that,
it was a teamwork game where one team member had to hold to on to this base thing.
[made from a hula hoop and majong paper]
Kai Shun (Jay Chou wannabe) held the base. (:
then, there was 4 runners, and 4 throwers.
but we had 7, so 4 runners, 3 runners.
i was a runner cos honestly, my throwing sucks to the core. ;]
yup. ran and filled like 4 bags full of seawater. (:
together with Vicky, and otehr two people from our team. (like oh shit luh, i forgot your names! D: so paiisehhhh -_______-")
& WE WON! :DDD
hehe.

so after that, we played Jordan's game,
i must say,
the most challenging among all the games.
cos takes a lot of teamwork and communication and stamina.
there will be one person who will get wet cos he/she had to rest a bottle on their head while a blindfolded teammate had to run to the sea and collect water, with only one of her other teammates to guide him/her at a time. The team who fills up the bottle to the mark first, wins.
so yeah. the one who got wet was J J, and the one who was blinfolded was Vicky.
so i guided Vicky back and forth from the sea and back to pour the water in the bottle.
tiring. cos we ran like more than 1o laps.
but we didn't win. DD:

so after all the games,
had a break.
then we had offerings and prayer. (:
Mom sends me to church now cos she says it teaches me to be a better person.
i guess it makes sense.
so yeah. going for service tomorrow. ;D
WOOTTS. :D

today was so funnn. ;D
loved. <3

if only i could just scribble your name on the sky,
hoping that you will notice it.

it's 11:38 AM now

Friday, March 28, 2008

WHEEE(:
played against Cresent Girls on Tuesday.
5-0.
YAYY FOR TK BADDYYYYY! ;D

today was against Anderson. (:
5-0!
WOOTTTS :D
but today's fight was like so much harder.
we all had to move faster,
and plus the draft,
the shuttle was like flyign all over. D:
so hard to hit. ):
the score was like damn close.
nearly gave Celia and I a heart attack! ):
21-19, 26-24!
LIKE OMGOMGOMG okay.
we duced 3 times for the second set!
drove me crazy, i swear.

& we couldn't have won without teh encouragement of our coach, Ms tan,
as well as lovely teammates. (:
&& of course,
very importantly!
MY DEAR DOUBLES PARTNER CELIA! ;DDDD
i swear okay.
she's the best best best best bestest Doubles Partner i've ever had! ;DDDD
yupyup, you so are. (:

thats about it. (:
oh yes.
sorry to everyone who had to see me emo today. D:
i just wasn't myself today. ):
thank you to Celia and Vismitha for trying to make me laugh! ;D

♥

it's 11:31 AM now

Sunday, March 23, 2008

todayyy went out with RUTHIE!!! ;D
OMG luh.
going out with my best friend is so so fun! (:
but i bet if Felicia came,
it will be like tons more fun! :DDD
teehee.

anyways, we went to Tampines Mall to watch 10,000BC.
oh yeah.
forgot to add in,
Ruthie's ex-classmate/schoolmate, Wei Zhu came too. (:
hehe xD
he's like towering over us luh. (:
he's 173! ):
like no fair. D:
i wanna be tall too!

oh yes.
fun part is NEOPRINTS! ;D
& i think we traumatised a certain someone.
shan't say. (:
*winks at Ruthie*
TEEHEE ;]
yupyup, took lots. (:
but too bad, my scanner is like spoilt! ):
so can't scan and upload. DD:

10,000BC is like a super nice show! ;D
but there were some bloopers in it that Ruthie and I pointed out.
i bet Ruthie irritated a hell lot of everyone.
HAHA xD
cos i think she wasn't so enthu about the movie since it was only Wei Zhu and I who wanted to watch it. (:
LOLLOLLLOL.

todayyy was really fun! (:
loved today! <3
& i still owe someone $2! D:
oh gosh, just for that Simple Plan CD.
but i think it was so worth it.
cos I CAN WAIT FOREVER IS THE BEST DAMN SONG EVER! ;DD
(i promise i'll pay you back)

when you call my heart stops beating,
when you're gone, it won't stop bleeding,
but i can wait forever.
ilovesimpleplan♥

it's 12:19 PM now

Thursday, March 20, 2008

i am feel so high today.
Thank you to taht person responsible for it. (:
seriously, thank you so much dear one ;D

when you asked, "Did i cheer you up today?"
i said, "You always do."
and yes, i mean it.
you really do.
thank you for always making me smile. (:

if only you could just notice me for a second.
because you always make me smile when you look my way.

it's 11:42 AM now

Sunday, March 16, 2008

i'm sorry.

i just wished i could turn back time,
and erase all those words that came out of my mouth.

it's 3:57 AM now

HEYHEYHEY :D
haven't updated in a while. ):
anywyas, holidays are gonna be over like super sooonn. D:
at leats i'm going back to school. (:
like YAYYAYYAY. ;D
i love school. ;DD

oh yes,
& the INCROWD'08 is ready. (:
teehee.
MarsBars hopes its okay. :D
HEHEH xD
still have loads of stuff not up yet, but she'll out it up asap. :D
LOLLOLLOL. (:

April Fool's Issue Prank- Photos and Write-up is due 240308.
i better get my act together. i have only 9 days left. D:
i still have to get permission from teachers ! DD:
AHHH. JIAYOUS! ;D
& thank you to Syasya, Hannah and Zafirah who agreed to help me. :D
you guys rock. ;DDD
woots woots. ;]

now off i go to do my homework. (again)
i have like a whole mountain full and NOT DONE! ):
i better get going. (:

it's 3:33 AM now

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Todayyyy,
we had this mini team bonding at MICHELLE'S house! ;D
woots.
movie marathon cum Play Station cum playing Ping Pong cum phot taking in the rain. (:
FUN FUN FUN! :D
there was just 5 of us.
Michelle, Sara, Colette, Janice, Trudy and Me. ;DDD
the rest couldn't come! D:
sad sad. ):

we met at Simei MRT.
met Janice first, then we went into 7 Eleven cos i wanted to buy my magazine.
then Michelle and Trudy came in.
(Trudy lives super near Michelle)
so we bought chips and drinks and met Sara when we finished paying. :D
& yes, as usual.
waiting for PRINCESS COLETTE
cos she got "lost in Singapore" again...
HAHA xD

when she finally arrived,
we took Bus 38 to Michelle's house.
& watched Rush Hour 3! :DDD
super funny okay. (:
i love that show. ;D
we were like laughing at eating chips.
RETARDED. (:

after watching movie,
we played PING PONG/TABLE TENNIS! :D
LOL(:
my first time.
so yes, i suckk at it. ;D
we played doubles. (:
Sara&I vs. Michelle&Trudy
3-2.
we won. (:
YAYYY(:
but the scores were really close so no biggie.

oh yeah..
Michelle has 2 rabbits!
they are like quite cute luh. (:
JANICE LOVES THEM. ;D
so after playing PING PONG/TABLE TENNIS,
it was time for lunch.

teehee. (:
Michelle's mother bought KFC.
i'm not the biggest fan of KFC,
but heck, just ate luh.
LOLLOLLOL.

after lunch.
played Dance Dance Revolution on Play Station.
LOLS.
i had to dance on the mat while Michelle used control. Dx
i am a retarded dancer who is spastic and can't dance. (:
WAHAHAHAHA xD
but seriously,
if the level's super high, you'll have to like do double-step and end up jumping.
phew, it's not bad a workout. :D
(there's diet mode too!)
LOLS ;D
oh yyes,
and of course we had to play cheat.
HAHAHAHA xP
cos it was really difficult, so we split the job. (:
(each take 2 arrows each)

after that,
we played this fighting game.
(forgot the name)
yupyup.
it was quite okay.
Janice liked it. (:
HAHAHAHA xD
she beat almost everyone i think. (:
but i won her. ;D
with PURE LUCK! :DDD
LOLLOLOLOL. (:
trust me.
Janice was great at the game. :D
Michelle was good too. :D

so after Play Station.
(it was raining heavily)
so Colette asked me if i wanted to take jumpshot with her in the rain.
so i agreed.
teehee. (:
the photos were really cool! ;D
i'll post them later.
i added some effects too. ;D

left Michelle's house at 5.30++.
went to Century Square
(since it was so near)
with Colette and Sara.
(Janice had to go home and Trudy went home early at 4)
went to Montip to get the pouch i wanted. (:
the designs were really nice and Montip had so many super nice earings, hair ties, headbands, accessories etc etc.
& bags and purses too! :D
pretty stuff. ;DDD

that's all for today.
A BIG BIG BIG THANK YOU TO MICHELLE AND HER FAMILY! ;D
had tons of fun today! (:

it's 11:17 AM now

Monday, March 10, 2008

STUPIDDDDD HTML! D:
colour is still so screwed! ;D
haiz.. anyways.
gotta do my chinese script..
NOW!

so gonna make this real quick. (:
today was Pilot Pen.
everyone won! ;D
YAYYYYY :DD
so tomorrow gonna play again. (:
JIAYOUS TK! ;DDD
we can do it.
& congrats to all that won.
&& thank you Colettle for coming to watch us.
LOLS(:

saw the SC girls again todayy.
LOLS (:
haven't seen them in like forever.
i kinda miss them. (:
teehee.
said hi to Mrs Wong too.
think she's still angry with me for going to TKG.
LOLLOLLOL. :D

going to watch movie soon.
like real soon! (:
MARISSA YOU DAMN BITCH..
MOVE YOUR ASS OFF THSI CHAIR AND GO AND DO THAT DAMN SCRIPT!

& yes.
i'm moving.
next time yeahs. (:

you broke my heart a million times.
and yet i still love you.

i'm sorry.

it's 8:40 PM now

HTML IS SCREWED! D:

it's 12:47 PM now

Sunday, March 9, 2008

someone said i was a

F***ING CB B!TCHHHHH

& i totally agree.
MARISSA!
you damn bitch.
what have you done?

i'm sorry.
but its just two meaningless words.

it's 7:03 PM now

Saturday, March 8, 2008

Todayyyy was FUNNNN (:
went to school like super super hungry. ):
(cos i always skip breakfast)
it was first period and i was already hungry. )):
like WTHHH. DDD:

Ruthie and i were like quite high luhh.
we switched name tags! ;D
so i was RUTHIE! :D
and she was MARISSA! :D
hilarious. (:
we were like, "since when does Marissa like Gaara so much?"
"since when did Ruthie seem so lovesick?"
etc etc.
fooling everyone. ;DD
fun fun fun. (:
LOLS ;D
sometimes i wonder why i can be so lame and high,
and still be so happy! :DDD

so then during Science,
i was like really really really hungry. ):
my stomach was growlinggggg. D:
bad stomach! ):
so Ruthie and I sang nursery rhymes while watching the slides on sound.
(eh, should be marissa and i)
it was quite boring and all of us liek couldn't care less.
so we just sang and watch.
just for the fun of it. (:
LOLS :D

finally, RECESS CAME! ;D
had meeting though.
but still could eat! ;DDD
YAYYY (:

so after school,
had cheerleading practice. (:
FUNNN! ;D
learn new steps. (:
i love the dance moves :D
super cool luhh. ((:
WOOTSS(:

so after practice,
went for IN CROWD INDUCTION! ;D
fun fun fun (:
we met most of the staff.
then had the photo shoot for the newspaper.

AHHH ! D:
photos.
& i think the IN Crowd tee is nice! :D
i bet i look damn toot. ):
haizhaizhaiz. DD:
can't believe the photo will be on the newspaper. )):
like WTHHHHH. ))):

anyways.
after that was games. (:
AMAZING RACE! ;D
it was really fun.
&& it was like 7 plus. (:
haha. XD
sometimes when it turns dark.
it can be pretty cool. ;D
&&& NASRI RAN INTO THE GIRL'S BATHROOMMMMM!
like OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. (:
we are so getting him bra and g string for his birthday. ;D
(from all of us in the IN CROWD!)
WAHAHAHAHA xD
i guess that's what happens when a guy dashes into the ladies..
LOLS ;D

so after everything.
went home with Shera. (:
THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TRAIN HOME WITH ME! (:
& also thanks a bunch for like holding on to me when i was like going to fall in the train! ;D
it was great to go home with you :D

great day. great fun.
but i missed training. ):
Pilot Pen this Monday! ):
JIAYOUS. (:

it's 11:57 AM now

Friday, March 7, 2008

WOOTTSS (:
just finished the Heymath Online Test..
got 5/5! ;D
YAYYYYY ;D
got my A1! :DDD
HAPPY ;]

tomorrow is IN CROWD INDUCTION! ;DDD
& my legs still hurt after all those frog jumps around the circular block! ):
SUPER SUPER PAINFUL! DDD:
i can't even walk properly. ):
sad sad. ))):
hope all the muscle aches are gone by tomorrow! ;D

& these days are like super cold. ):
thanks to everyone who lent me their jacket! (:
sorry for hogging it like the whole day.
i'll be mine next time! :D

&& it always seems like i always want to sleep in class. ):
sad sad.
i wanna stay awake so i can listen to teachers.
even the super annoying ones which dun make sense. ;D
the BAKA teachers luhhh. (:
lessons can be like super super super boring. Dx

oh yeah.
Felicia's post about happiness.
it's really true and meaningful. (:
a must-read. ;D
blog url: http://FMA-Felicia.blogspot.com
& yes, she did the blogskin herself. (:
WAHAHAHA xD

today's LEGACY was fun! (:
cos Felicia, Ruthie and I were like coming out with so much random stuff! ;D
haha xD
& i thought the Seagull sandwich story was really sad.
(not emo-sad, but more like thinking-of-a-friend sad.)

it goes like this:

Four men were stranded in a desert.
One died of starvation,
so three were left.
they were hungry and decided to eat seagull sandwiches.
but there was only enough seagull for only two people.
so they decided to use the meat from their dead friend.
as they did not want to know who would eat the dead friend's meat,
they mixed up the sandwiches so no one would know.
they were finally found.
Then, a week later,
they went to a restaurant and ordered seagull sandwiches.
after one of the men took a bite out of the seagull sandwich,
he took a knife and killed himself.

The reason why the man killed himself was because he was the one who ate the snadwich with his dead friend's meat inside.
That's why he killed himself while the other two didn't.
because the seagull snadwich from the restaurant tasted different from the one he ate when they were stranded in the desert.

a touching story. (:
it was actually in a mystery format.
so we had to ask Mdm Seah yes and no questions to solve it. (:
Felicia and I prefer lessons this way.
we get to open up our minds and ask questions freely.
unlike during normal lessons when we're restricted to only questions related to the topic we're learning. ):
lessons are more interseting once our imagination takes over. ;D

thats all. ;D
LOVES
❤

it's 11:09 AM now

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMMANUELLE CHOW HUI NEE! ;D

you are 14 now!
older than me! (:
i'm still stuck being 13. ;D
enjoy being 14. (:
& have a super great day
although i can't go out with you today. D:

it's 2:00 PM now

Saturday, March 1, 2008

PHOTOS :D

& yes, you all paint my world a thousand colours.

CHAMPIONNNNNNNNNNN ;D

TKGSBADMINTONCDIVISION08istheLOVE
❤

it's 12:59 PM now

HEYYYYYY :D
okay,
sorry team for not posting yesterday. ):
internet block. ))):
so i'll post todayy! (:

TKGS BADMINTON C DIVISION '08 IS THIS YEAR'S
EAST ZONE CHAMPS! ;DDDD
TKG-PL
4-1
woots!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.
AHHHH
after super super long.
FINALLLYY
ZONAL CHAMPS ! ;DDDD
super HAPPY! :DDDDD
YAYYYYY(:

next goal:
NATIONALS! (:
we are so gonna triumph it. ((:
yes yes, we are. ;D
WE CAN DO IT TEAMMMM.
i swear. ;]

A HUGE, SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER BIG BIG BIG BIG THANK YOU
TO OUR DEAREST COACH MISS TAN
FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR US.
& COACHING US AND TOLERATING US THROUGHOUT TRAININGS. (:
WE LOVE YOU MS TAN! ❤

& TO MY DEAR TEAMMATES;
THANK YOU for being the BEST DAMN team ever! ;D
I LOVE ALL OF YOU TO THE CORE. ❤
yes yes.

& also,
THANK YOU MY DEAR DOUBLES PARTNER
ONG SHU HUI CELIA for being
the BEST BEST BEST PARTNER EVER! ;D
LOVES ❤

oh yes,
yesterday was Michelle's birthday. (:
HAPPY BELATED BRITHDAY MICHELLLLEEEEE. ;DDDD
thanks for always giving me sweets you buy from MiniToons. (:

okay, pictures.
i haven't grabbed all yet.
those with our match with Anglican and PL.
and those from today's Prize Giving. ;)

just post thsoe that i took today. (:
& credits to dear EMMANUELLE CHOW HUI NEE
for always taking photos on her camera. ;D
& being a great going home buddy. ;DD

tkgs badminton c div '08 is love. ❤
i love my teammates to the core,
'cause they just rock my world.

it's 12:44 PM now