Capture your smile,

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

& take my hand and never let go. (:

WHEEEE (:
slackingggggg before Science tomorrow.
last paper of the week. ;]
alrighttttttt.

MARISSA WAS EMO SHITZXZ TODAY. D:
uh-oh. thats bad.
she wishes to apologise to EVERYONE who she made worried.

she wants to thank,
dearrr, Ruthie, Jolene, Izzah, Hui Ru, Chin, Yi Ting, Felicia, Charlene, Shengjia, Sumita, Eri, Hannah, Alyana, Nandhini, Ravin, Nurul, Annabel, Anusha, Nasrin, Clara, Ying Yun, Vismitha, Sandra, Bobbi, Denise and everyone else who tried cheering me up today. (paiisehhh if i left you out! :X )

alright.
someone made my heart melt today again.
thank you so much,
& i love you! (:

HAHAHAHAHAHA xD
thank youa ll sooooo much! ;]
made my day.
cheered me up.
& i'll give you a nice smileeeeee.
hyper-old-marissa is back! (i hope)
(:
I LOVE YOU ALL! <3

it's 10:30 PM now

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

You've got a leash round my neck so tight,
i can't breathe.

i lead my own life.
i hate being controlled.
it's so effing painful, y'know.
it's like choking me to death.

please don't make me drop my CCAs.
i love them very much.
& i've worked so hard for them.
i promise putting in 200% in them.

For academics,
i am trying very hard.
but i guess it's not good enough.
B3 SUCKS BIG TIME RIGHT?
you want A1s right?
EVERYTHING A1 RIGHT?!

how far in the corner do you want to drive me?
i can't take it anymore.
please, i beg you.
spare me.

& also, please don't accuse my friends of being bad influences.
I AM THE FUCKING SCREWUP!
not them.
please, i beg you,
don't blame them.
BLAME ME.
if you think i've changed because of the people i'm mixing with,
you're wrong.
call me a bitch, a disrespectful kid, a disappointment in your life,
a stupid ah lian, an effing liar, just not the old PERFECT marissa.
i've changed haven't i?

i know i have.
& i'm willing to die for this sin.
someone please kill me.
NOW.
=X

it's 10:48 PM now

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Zany & Cross Country tomorrow.
did 30 rounds today at Trilympics. :D
i want Top 15 tomorrow.

Performance is so screwed. D:
sent last minute SMSes and emails.
freak.
we are so gonna die.
like heck, ain't even prepared.

Deadlines all tomorrow.
NOTHING is done.
F***, how is it i am always the one stressing out?
FREAKKKKKKKKKKKK.

at elast went East Coast with Di today. ;D
distressed myself. :D
now stressed again.
then when i came home,
got a freakin' scolding. ):
oh yes, i saw Yun Ru and Colette.
heh. (:

alright.
back to work.

it's 10:05 PM now

Thursday, July 17, 2008

& we're back to long time ago.

PI TOMORROW :D
go PUBS! we can do it! ;]
PUBS ROCKKK LUHHH. ;D

Saturday.
i can't wait. :)
we've done the bravest things this year.

Sunday.
Trilympics.

Monday.
Cross Country.
3 km run.
Marissa, please come in Top 15.
&
please don't screw Zany Parade.
C'mon Cheerleaders! :D
we can do it! ;]

Tuesday.
Everything will be back to normal?
i hope.

nahh. i doubt it.
screw this stress.
10 points. 2 weeks.
Come on Marissa, pull yourself together.

i'm sorry. ):
i've probably broken your heart.
cos i know i've broken mine.
i love you still!

it's 9:40 PM now

Monday, July 14, 2008

When the sparks fly,
my tears are dried.

080708.
i will never forget this day (:

dear, you make me smile.
i love you,
more than anything.
:)
i hope you love me too.

it's 8:42 PM now

Saturday, July 12, 2008

a heart in the sky. ;]

OSIM Traitalon today.
Transit Area Marshal Duty was damn fun. (:
knew absolutely no one there.
so just made new friends. :D
Hong Wei, Kai Jun, Zann, Michelle and I are CIP buds now.
HAHA. ;D

Kai Jun and I experienced EARTHQUAKEEEEEEEE on the bridge.
all the swimmers that were runnign up the slope go "BOOM! BOOM BOOM!"
& the poor bridge goes SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE!
EARTHQUAKEEEEEEEEE :D
LOL! x)

today was COOOOOL. (:
yup.
i so need to watch Hellboy again.
oh yes, anyone willing to come with me to collect Team tee? ;]
& anyone need CIP.
Standard Charted Marathon Volunteer positions are open! ;D
IM, SMS, Call or tell me! :]]

dear, i miss you!
& i loveeee you.
:)
YAY! Carebears make my day! ;D

it's 11:45 PM now

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Youth day was yesterday.
Happy Belated Youth Day everyone! :D

went to zoo with team.
no actually, the Sec2s and 3s pang seh me. D:
so i went with the juniors! ;]
FUNNESS. (:

had great fun seeing animals.
oh yes, and taking photos too. ;D
& Colette and I saw the COOLEST dustbins eveeer. ;]
they were the prettiest shitzxz ever! :D
serious. (:

took photos of them.
HAHA xD
also cos had to pass them to Lao Gong so he can edit them for the NDP Green Spirit Competition. ;D
yup.
but they were pretty with all thsoe animal patterns on them. (:

after zoo,
rushed back to Tanah Merah for tuition till 7 plus.
wanted to go take PI skirt,
but shop was closed.
so went home. ;D

then crammed tests.
Math, Science, English, D&T and Debate.
lame shitzxz.
damn stressed out. D:

finally it's over.
English CmPS postponed till Thurdsay. ;]
YAY! :D

Art Theory Test tomorrow.
& i haven't studied! ;]
YAY, i'm so gonna fail tomorrow.
):

Saturday is coming!
Alrightttt.
:}

dear, i miss you so.
Lao Gong, thanks for everything, love!

it's 10:25 PM now

Saturday, July 5, 2008

heads over heels in loveee. (:

today was the best day ever.
& i got the best present ever.
thank you sooo much best friend.
the concert rocked and so did you. :D
i loveeeeeeeeee you so much <3

it's 11:27 PM now

Friday, July 4, 2008

Today felt like last day of school! =X
dunno why.
HAHAHA xD
we whipped out our pens,
wrote on our legs,
TATRICKS! <3

bring it on!
the best damn band everrrr. (:
Ravin, Alyana, Sumita, Sandra & Kevin! :D
rockrockrockshitzxz. ;]

Inspire '08 concert tomorrowwwwww!! ;D
Going out with Melissa tomorrow too. ;]
Team outing on Monday! (:

damnshitzxz;
8 July 2008.
080708.
i will not forget this day.
D&T test, Maths test, Science Test, CmPS Presentation, Debate Competition.
WTHH.
screwed up time table. D:

freakingshitzxz.
Soniya, Sinthiya, Yvonne, Celia and I did the bravest thing ever today. ;]
ilovemyteammates<3

it's 2:41 PM now

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Training was tiring.
skipped school.
D:
i'm terribly sorry Ruthie and Lao Gong! ):
feel so guilty now. )):

saw Ms Tan today at Tampines Sports Hall.
Xin Min girls were having training there. :D
Team tee, was hilarious,
cos we forgot to give the retailer the size! =X
so going tomorrow before tuition. (:
& i owe someone $100. D:
oopsie, thats a lot of money! =XXX

Shermin made my day today! ;D
yay! thanks Shermin. (:

WHEEE.
Melissa is home.
going school tomorrow.
Inspire Concert this Saturday.
(hopefully) going out with Melissa thsi Saturday too.
Team Outing @ Zoo on Monday.

the damn shitzxz:
Math test, Science test, D&T test, CmPS presentation NEXT WEEKKKKKK. WT*! D:
TFF is pissing me off. ;]

it's 10:57 PM now

FREAAKKKKKKKKKKK.
i'm so screwed D:

it's 8:50 AM now