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The passionate member of TanjongKatongGirls'BADMINTON,
teammates and shuttles are her obsession.

TKGS LDS can be boring,
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but the people who have a fun side too!

INCROWD'08Version 4.0 is the best crowd ever!
the scoop, the paparazzi,that's us.
yes, be afraid, be very afraid.
no, i was just kidding, we are friendly people! :D

TATRICKS, we sing, we dance, we are crazy.
yes, that's what my bandmates are.
oh, & did i mention alliance band NO QUESTION™ rocks too?
cos they really do :D

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i would ask myself,
what i was going to do without you.
i guess you were my missing piece,
the one i had been looking for all this while.

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Truckloads of love,


A heart,
that has matured over the years,
it has been broken and mended,
the way it's suppose to be.

Badminton, design, photography, writing & soccer,
it's love at first sight.

Her affiliations, her friends, her family,
you are her sweetest drug,
her irreplacable addiction.

The ones who hurt her,
she still loves and forgives you.

TanLeeEeRuthie&BryanHanXinChou,
Girlfriend&BESTfriend,
you are her world,
her biggest love.

Look, a shooting star


#1. My A1s please! so i can make my mama happy! :)
#2. Those good looks, that slim body :D
#3. Pick up the guitar again :]
#4. Finish composing.
#5. MAKE THE TEAM! :D
#6. PB EXCO.
#7. IN CROWD vice-president! :D
#8. LDS vice-president! :]
#9. that extremely cute carebear! :DD
#10. FREEDOMMMMM!
#11. be a better friend.
#12. Happiness, with all around me.
#13. Get my phone back please :D
#14. A super hugeeee orange carebearrrrr! <3
#15. Build-a-Bear! <3
#16. that awesome Nikon D60! <3
Me&you,


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'A' is for Attractive.

[*]Ada
[*]Adliya
[*]Aisyah
[*]Alethea
[*]Alexis
[*]Alyana
[*]Amanda
[*]Annetta
[*]Athirah

'B' is for Beautiful.

[*]Bernice
[*]Beverly
[*]Bibi
[*]Bo Mun
[*]Bryan<3

'C' is for Caring.

[*]Carissa:D
[*]Carolyn Goh
[*]Celine
[*]Charlene
[*]Chermaine:D
[*]Chin
[*]Christine
[*]Chun Ting
[*]Clara
[*]Colette

'D' is for Demure (and resolute).

[*]Daniel
[*]Darrelle
[*]Diyanah
[*]Donna
[*]Dora

'E' is for Extraordinary.

[*]Eliza
[*]Emmanuelle ; Hui Nee
[*]Eri
[*]Esther
[*]Eve

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[*]Felicia:D
[*]Felicia Lee
[*]Fiona
[*]Francine

'G' is for Gorgeous.

[*]Grace

'H' is for "Hey there dear friend."

[*]Hannah
[*]Hui Ru

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[*]J J (Lionel)
[*]Jane
[*]Janjira
[*]Jaslyn
[*]Jean
[*]Jeethi
[*]Jordan

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[*]Karen
[*]Kelvin
[*]Kimberley
[*]Kiona

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[*]Lucius

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[*]Mariann
[*]Marissa Tang
[*]Melissa
[*]Michelle
[*]Miranda
[*]Mona

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[*]Nicole
[*]Noran

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[*]Portia

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[*]Rachel Chan
[*]Rachel Soh
[*]Ratana
[*]Ravin
[*]Ruth
[*]Ruthie<3

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[*]Saajidah
[*]Sandra:D
[*]Sean
[*]Serene
[*]Sheena
[*]Sheereen
[*]Shengjia
[*]Shera
[*]Sherri
[*]Shu Lin
[*]Si Ying
[*]Sinthiya
[*]Soniya
[*]Sumita
[*]Syasya

'T' is for Terrific.

[*]Tanya
[*]Thahira
[*]Trudy

'V' is for Very good person.
[*]Vicki

'W' is for Wonderful.

[*]Wynne

'X' is for X-tra special.
[*]Xin Fang

'Y' is for "Yes, you are the best."
[*]Yi Ting
[*]Yi Zhen
[*]Ying Mei
[*]Yuxian

& last but not least,
'Z' is for Zuper.
[*]Zanelle
[*]Zipeng

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Friday, May 30, 2008


LAST DAY OF CAMP! D:
just like last year,
enjoyed myself loads! :D
& made new friends? (:

so today went on tour in the Newsroom.
been there loads of times.
HAHAHA xD
I WANT EUGENE'S BOXMAN! ;DD
& his ORANGE clip thing! ;]
trust me, they are so cute. :]]

TEEHEE(:
then was lunch.
after lunch was trip to Print Centre! ;]
yup, went there last year,
same tour, same guide, same group, same seat. :D
butbutbut, different people! ;]
last year was with Clarice, Chermaine, Bryan, Brendan and Ivris!
this year was with Portia and Joshua! (other incrowders were currently MIA, but appered during/after break)
(:

LOLLOLLOL :D
JOSHUA THE DOORBOY! ;D
so funny.
"Joshua was courteous." says Portia.
cos he held the door for everyone. ;]
TEEHEE xD

so when we came back from Print Centre,
had break before Deejay session with 91.3 DJs,
Jeremy Ratnam and Boy Thunder.
they brought us to the radio studio,
saw Rod Monteiro too! :D
& Bernice and Portia freeloaded my camera! xD
LOLS (:

so then,
PAUL TWOHILL CAME!
yup, Paul Twohill.
i ain't the biggest fan of him,
so i just took notes..
Portia was red in th face! ;D
HAHAHAHAHA xD
she was BLUSHING so bad uh! ;]

yup, today was fun! :D
really funnnn (:
i love last year's camp!
& i love this year's too!
<3



















best friend, i love you to the max!
thanks for the call.


it's 9:56 PM now

Thursday, May 29, 2008

CAMP WAS FUNNNNNNN TODAY! :D
mostly had talks.
but sitting with the IN CROWD is so fun uh! :D
especially when Portia and Jumba are around! ;]
HAHAHAH xD
but had laods of fun sitting with my group -- IN! ;D
(sorry, i forgot some of your names! paiisehh. -_____-")

yup,
had a talk by Mr Peter Khoo.
same talk as last year. (:
so i roughly knew all the answers.
LOS(:
play cheat and won a mousepad! xP

then a talk by Assistant Editor of Straits Times,
then Journalist, Ms Serene Luo,
Photographer, Mr Terence Tan
and STOMP manager (?).

yup, interesting stuff learnt.
but one thing:
I ATE TOO MUCH! D:
damn it.
oh wells, 3 week fasting is coming. :D
shall fast for 3 weeks. ;]

yupyup.
now back to work on Blogshops. ;]
i can't believe Joshua and Portia managed to get the WHOLE auditorium to do their survey! D:
not fair luh.
cos Yen and Eugene distributed. =XX
LOLLOLLOL. XD

anyways,
today was great! :D
Print Centre and Press Conference with Paul Twohill tomorrow! ;]
i'm looking forward to Print Centre,
thsoe HUGE machines.
LOLSLOLSLOLS :D
memories from last year's camp! ;]











it's love.


it's 11:27 PM now

it's raining.
it's cold.
i'm cold.

today, BAD BAD NEWS! D:
my mom saw my Report Book! DD:
obviously got scolded,
and fought back tears,
told myself not to cry,
although i did in school. Dx

so went for Dance Practice late. ):
Jordan, Sheena, Daryl, Yi Wen and Lionel saw me so sad luh. D:
super sorry all fo you! ]:
had to see me so freakin' pissed off and emo! }}}:
but thank you all so much for making me laugh so hard again! :D

TEEHEE (:
so yup,
thank you to Cell Group members for cheering me up by singing me songs and telling me jokes! ;D
really needed it to take my mind off! ;]
& also thank you best friend for calling me! :DD
it made my day! ;]

LOLS.
thank you God for blessing me.
i feel so blessed. (:
so blessed, because i have such fantastic friends. :]]]















you put that smile back on my face,
when a frown spoils my face.


it's 1:13 AM now

Tuesday, May 27, 2008


i loved going to the beach with you today.


although i was like super tired,
i felt so so happy.
thank you so much.
i love you always, best friend!



















the fondest memories,
they just stay when you want them to.


it's 8:39 PM now

it's late.
but Marissa is rushing her assignment again.

BLOGSHOPSBLOGSHOPS,
&MOREBLOGSHOPS!
I NEED TO FIND BLOGSHOP OWNERS!

please help if you can.
i need 25 lucky people. (:

so today went for Editorial meeting. ;]
YAY!
but Bryan didn't hyperventilate! D:
damn it! ):
no fun already! DDx

but at least Portia and Berncie made me laugh so hard!
seriously, i think we are NOISIER than Nasri. :D
Nasri is just incessant chatter. ;]
we laugh, scream, squeal, talk, gossip, bitch, gosh, the list goes on. ;DD

so had News Package assignment.
Teen DNA Profile.
i'm doing blogshops with Bryan and Sirin. ;]
working with journalist Pow Hong.
(:

yup,
work overload.
this week is so damn packed! D:
i have training later.
9 to 12 at Hougang.
wake up early again!

then later,
go BEACHHHHHHHH! ;]]]]
YAYYNESS ;D
thank you best friend!
loves. <3

teehee.
Marissa, you can do it. (:
c'mon, perservere a little.
;]









& just a few more seconds.


it's 12:32 AM now

Sunday, May 25, 2008

QUIZZZEH :D

INSTRUCTIONS:

A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.

START HERE:

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Break-up. (: oh yes, give him a good scolding if i can too. :]

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To make the people around me smile.

#3 Whose butt would you like to kick?
some toot's butt cos he pissed me off. ;]

#4 What would you do with a billion dollars ?
Donate some, save some, bless others with some. so many things to do! ;D

#5 What's your ideal lover like?
Geez.. i wonder too. (: sometimes criteria doesn't really matter. :]

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both are blessings in their own way. ;]

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
it all depends on what your heart and mind tell you to do. ;]

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Still stay as friends, just wait till they break up or something, then make sure you are there for him when that happens. ;D

#9 Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Hmmm.. my best friend making me smile? ;]

#10. Name the one thing that floats in and out of your mind.
i'm thinking of how to make the people around me smile and be happy! ;D

#11 What takes you down the fastest ?
Falling short of expectations. /: & GROWING FAT!

#12 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
i wonder too. A person who can make the people around her smile?

#13 Who is currently the most important people to you?
FAMILY&FRIENDS ♥ they just make ny day. ;]

#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
a babe that makes me laugh. :D an awesome friend.

#15 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
not sure. /:

#16 What's the first thing you do every morning?
Check what time it is.

#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
Relationship, as in BGR is NOT everything. There are much more priorities in life. ;D

#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
none. i don't want to break anyone's heart. (:

#19 what type of people do you hate?
i don't hate, i LOVE. ;]

The 8 people who will be tagged are:
#1. Ruthie
#2. Felicia
#3. Sandra
#4. Bibi
#5. Miranda
#6. Sheereen
#7. Syasya
#8. best friend;]

Tagged by: SONIYA! :D


it's 8:07 PM now

Friday, May 23, 2008


Just came back from Dance + Acapella Practice at Chai Chee. :D
phew.
so tired.
today Daryl, Sheena and I practised like mad.
WOOHOO(:
at least i got most of the dance in my head. ;]
YAYNESS! ;D

so after dance,
slacked with the Acapella Group.
listened to some songs,
and yes, i sang okay. (:
i kept my promise yeah! :DD

so after that,
had a prayer for this afternoon's outreach.
"Dear Father, I pray for good weather tomorrow for our Cell Group Outreach,
and everyone will have fun,
and not only that,
get closer to you, Lord,
and all our new friends will commit themselves to Christ."

todayyy has definitely been something for all of us.
ILOVECELLGROUPW405!<3

oh yes...
two birthday wishes for two dear friends who turned 14 today, 24 May. ;]

to JUSTIN&MARIANN;

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY! ;]

may the Lord bless you both in every way,
and may your day be filled with joy and laughter.
LOVES !


it's 11:59 PM now

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Welcome Isabelle. (:
She's beautiful.
she makes me smile.
Just like she does in the photo.
best friend, i'm sorry.
next week,
& that's a promise.
iloveyou


it's 11:13 PM now

Mission Accomplished.

Thank you Kai Sheng, Hong Shun and Lionel. ;]
i owe you guys tons. (:

& Prasie the Lord for blessing me today.


it's 11:04 PM now

Monday, May 19, 2008

Thursdays are my favourite days.



they are the special,
just like you.

bestfriendissoloved! ;]


it's 1:19 PM now


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEETHI! :D

you're turning 13!
Thank you for being there for me at times.
i'll always remember the funniest nicknames we came up with last year! ;]
study hard and take care.
LOVES !


it's 12:00 AM now

Sunday, May 18, 2008




PREFECT'S CONFERENCE YESTERDAY! ;]
it was funnn. (:
and super tiring.
but made a new friend, and saw my SC friends too! :D

so yup,
had 2 inspirational talks, heard the last part of the debate session, GAMES, prize giving + lucky draw + giving out of souvenirs. ;D
oh yes, plus being a photographer was damn fun!
especially with RACHEL! :D
[at least we got teased together. (: ]

Games preparation was soooooo tiring! D:
the venue of Pass it On was on second floor, outside studio.
so brought up 6 tables, went up and down 6 times each.
that's 12 times in total.
since it's two flight of stairs,
24 flight of stairs.
then came bringing up the materials,
2 times each, 4 times in total, 8 flight of stairs.
keeping is 4 times toal, 16 flight of stairs,
therefore, in total,
48 flight of stairs.
WHAT FUN!

thank you dear prefects for giving me this task on making me climb up and down so many times!
it really helped me burn loads of calories,
and took my mind off my hunger since i chose to not eat the whole day.
(:
Fasting i guess? or should i say dieting? cos i drank loads of water..

yup.
GAMES was HILARIOUS! ;]
thanks to a certain ERHUMMMMMMM who made my day funnier.
LOLS ;]
what a fantastic way of meeting you! :D
WAHAHAHAHAHA xD

after conference,
rushed for Creative Horizon's Creative Writing Competition.
it was okay,
we were supose to write eitehr title:
#1. Fertile Ground
#2. Chasm

firstly, this is an ENGLISH creative writing essay.
secondly, what does CHASM mean? someone enlighten me please?
whoah. such titles. felt liek writing some geog essay.
LOLS(:
wrote a personal recount.
but definitely not my best.
itw as liek i finished in 30 min and everyone was still scribbling furiously, writing 3 to 4 pages,
and i wrote 1 and a half!
/:

overall,
it was fun!
thanks for making my day! ;D

TOAY HAD SERVICE~
celebrated Nihua's birthday! ;]
teehee.
FUNNNESS. (:
i love church so much! :D
everyone from CHC CELL GROUP W405!


oh yes,
managed to write an agumentive essay on "Teenagers in the 21st Century" with my formidable duo partner in 10 minutes.
;]
YAYNESS ;D
we can write a book now if we write one essay every day!
:DD
LOLS :]]

today is a happy day.
(:
put up a rainbow, save a person!























bestfriend,iloveyou!

Thursdays are special days.


it's 10:02 PM now

Friday, May 16, 2008

Today is Friday.
my favourite day of the week.
the start of the weekend, the end of the weekdays. ;]

TOMORROW is CONFERENCE! ;]
acckk.. so soon! D:
time flies so fast i guess! :D
oh yes, it's Joellyn's birthday too!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ;]

have a great and enjoyable day! (:
btw, i owe you your pressie. ;D

there's also CREATIVE HORIZON'S PAPER PLANES WRITING COMPETITION tomorrow!
ahh.
i'm so nervous that i'll write heaps of crap! D:
pray to God that all will be great tomorrow. (:
i love you dear Lord.


so had training at tampines today!
wanted to go ebach.
aww man, the craving is still there. .______."
but it's okay,
NEXT WEEEEEKKKKKKKK! ;D
i am so going alright.
PasirRisBeach! ♥
yesyes, i'm so looking forward to it. ;]
it was deal remember (:


so yes,
tomorrow waking at 6 again.
maybe 6.15,
i wanna sleep later! :D
TEEHEE! ;]
okay nothing much more. (:
Pray everything goes smoothly,
i'm believing in God,
because i know he will make miracles happen. ;]

&
a minute of silence for 938 Live DJ,
Deborah D'Souza,
who has just left us recently.
May she be blessed by God,
and may the Lord protect her from all the devils out there,
and keep her safe in heaven.
she will always be blessed and remembered by all.
Amen.






































ilovebestfriendwaytoomuch!

next week, just you wait.


it's 10:48 PM now

Thursday, May 15, 2008


HUNGRY DAY?
i dunno uh.
my stomach keeps askign for food.
but too bad,
i'm on a diet.
no eating till i grow nice and skinny. ;]

so lessons was okay i guess?
got 85 for art! :D
WOOTS(:
thoght i could've gotten higher.
highest is Chin with 93! ;]
Felicia only got 87.5..
i think she deserves like a 100 or something. :D
she's the best at Photoshop and all of us know that. ;]

so after that,
maths remedial.
emo-ed a little,
so no wonder i finished my work pretty quickly. :D
then went to help out with souvenirs for Prefect's Conference this Saturday! ;]
took many many random shots,
have to send it to Sarah later. ;D

so finally finished at about 6 plus?
then went home.
(:
SUPER HUNGRY. ;]
and now my stomach is begging for more food! D:
aww man.
this diet is killing me! Dx

wondering why,
i'm craving for the beach!
wanted to go today,
but had to do Conference stuff,
so no choice,
can't go! D:
sadsad ):

oh wells,
there's always the June hols.
or maybe tomorrow.
or next week.
geez, i dunno.
i hope its somewhere soon! ;]
















Pasir Ris Beach is heaven indeed. <3
imissyousomuchbestfriend!

loves.


it's 8:41 PM now

Wednesday, May 14, 2008


Today had Breakfast with Team Singapore. (:
SUPER FUN :D
took loads of photos! ;]
post some later.

reached Tanah Merah MRT at 6.50 +
then sat down at the steps, reading my book, waiting for the rest who were coming at 7.10.
& like plenty of people were looking at me.
they must be thinking,
"Why is a TKGS girl sitting here? Doesn't she have to go to school? Or is she skipping class?"
LOLLOLLOL ;]

so after long hike up the hill,
had assembly with Anglican high School students,
then photo taking.
so paiisehh, first few shots,
only Shawn and I were there representing our school.
we wanted to hide at the back,
but then the photographer called us to be in front.
/:
oh wells, so we stuck out cos we were the
ONLY TWO WEARING FORMAL SCHOOL UNIFORM WHEN EVERYONE ELSE WAS WEARING THEIR JERSEY.
]:

after that,
went to the main hall for a talk and presentation of tokens of appreciation.
after that,
FRIENDLY GAME! ;D
we played Mixed Doubles with Ashton Chen and Vanessa Neo.
so people from TK partnered people from Bedok View.
played 5 points. (:

after the games,
BREAKFAST! :D
everyone was looking forward to it i guess.
especially Celia! ;]
WAHAHAHA xD
food was nice :D
but didn't eat much.
i gotta lose weight uh! D:

yup,
then mingled with the Team Singapore athletes.
got some autographs & photos! :DD
then Soniya, Emmanuelle and I took a poloroid to wish all the Team Singapore athletes all the best in their future matches! ;]
then headed back to school.

had lessons.
then training.
i did the COMPLETE set of footwork, drills and games! ;D
YES!
but now my ankle is so busted. DD:
so painful, i'm limping again! ):
haiz. but i felt better cos now i knwo i can do footwork just like everyone else although my ankle is injured! ;]
today was great! :D



















iloveyoulotsbestfriend!
you're my sweet addiction


it's 10:09 PM now

Monday, May 12, 2008

WHEEE (:
training today.
yes i did footwork! ;]
but now, my ankle hurts the hell out of me!
ohmydevil, Team Singapore Breakfast this Wednesday!
how to go if i can't play well? DD:
oh wells, guess i'll just "ta-han" the pain. (:

YESTERDAYYYY
was Mother's Day!
CHC Drama Group put up a wonderful performance! :DD
touchingtouching. ;]]
i cried so so much yesterday.
& everyone from Cell Group celebrated my birthday too! ;D

teehee.
to be honest,
i was really lookign forward to service! :DDD
I LOVE THE PRESENT! ;DDD
after prayers, i started crying! ):
sorry everyone, suppose to be really happy,
and i kept reminding myself not to cry,
but i still did! D:
Tears of Joy. ;]

IHAVEAWESOMEFRIENDS(:

CHCCELLGROUPW405ISLOVED!♥

so went to airport after that to eat! :D
i love outings with all of them ;]
WHEEEE (:
enjoyed myself a lotttt. :DDD

TODAYYY
received pressies from RUTHIE,SUMITA & MIMI! :D
YAYNESS. ;]
thank you all so so much! ;DD
oh yes, guess what?
RUTHIE GAVE ME THE EXACT SAME "MEHMEH" WHITE LAMB AS EVERYONE FROM CELL GROUP! :]]
hilarious i tell you. (:
when i told Ruthie, she was like, "SHIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTT!"
"You got the same thing didn't ya?"
"YESSSSSSSSS! AWWWW SHIT!"
iloveher! ♥
no wonder she's my best friend. ;]

anyways,
THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO HAD WISHED ME, OR GIVEN ME A PRESSIE! :DDD

oh yes,
TO THE TEAM THAT IS SO LOVED;
THANK YOU ALL FOR THE NECKLACE! ;D
I LOVE IT OKAY!
YOU ALL ROCK MY WORLD. :DDD
LOVES ! ♥























ilovebestfriend!


it's 8:34 PM now

Friday, May 9, 2008

Sweetest Fourteen.

it was the best damn day ever.
thank you to everyone for the pressies, wishes and cakes! :D

A BIG BIG BIG THANK YOU TO:
Ruthie, Felicia, Bryan Han, Benedict, Jolene Fan, Charlene, Hui Ru, Sheng Jia, Hong Shun, Kai Sheng, Lionel, Cheryl, Vicki, Sheena, Nihua, Jordan, Chermaine, Emmanuelle, Soniya, Celia, Sinthiya, Yvonne, Bibi, Michelle, Amanda Goh, Samantha Goh, Jovina, Vismitha, Siti Nurharyati, Trudy, Janice, Sara, Annetta, Colette, Alyssa, Bernice, Bryan Lee, Clarice, Brendan, Uncle Garie, Auntie Teresa, Jo Lin, Siew Yun, Miranda, Joellyn, Nabilah, Zhi Ying, Xin Fang, Mimi, Cristal, Donna, Fiona, Ying Yun, Gina, Teo Chin, Mom, Sandra, Bobbi, Denise, Dad, Step-dad, Step-aunts, Step-grandparents, Vanessa, Carissa, Cherlyn, Christine, Kelvin, Sheereen, Nandhini, Namreena, Nasrin, Ravin, Denise, Manju, Anusha, Tracy, Alyana, Insyirah, Sharifah Hannah, Syasya, Zafirah, Eri, Clara, Chun Ting, Saajidah, Sumita, Izzah, Yi Ting, Annabel, Vidhya, Carolyn Ng, Samantha Ngo, Siti Faizah, Mr Yap, Daniel, Noran, Eliza, Sheng Qiang, Nina, Jolene Neo and everyone else who wished me. (i'm sorry if i forgot your name, you can tag to remind me to add it in!)

THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY DAY SO SPECIAL.
& KEEPING THAT SMILE ON MY FACE.

iloveyou♥





you make me smile,
like a star.


it's 11:13 PM now

Thursday, May 8, 2008

i have a smile that i can't remove off my face.

it's just the best day ever.
thank you.
there were somersaults in my stomach.
but yet,
today is loved.


it's 10:28 PM now

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

WOOTS!
created my debut skin! ;D
CLICK HERE!

review and comment please.
can also comment at my Blogskin's account! :D

THANK YOU! ;]


it's 10:48 PM now

Monday, May 5, 2008

METAL COGNITION! ♥

looking for DRUMMER & GUITARIST!
if you are interested,
please approach me or Ravin.
THANK YOU!


it's 10:14 PM now

The only thing I do know for sure,
is that 'loving someone'
doesn't mean only loving the person standing before you right now.
You'd have to
embrace everthing about them,
including their past and their future.












that's a lesson i learnt about love.
it's not the simplest lesson,
but the most intrigue one indeed.






it's 9:42 PM now

Sunday, May 4, 2008

thank you for smiling,
even though you knew you would hurt me inside.
i love you.


it's 9:55 PM now

Todayy had service! ;]
yes! i seriously couldn't wait for thsi day to come! :D
LOLLOLLOL. (:
Pastor preached about Praying to win the lost.
interesting. (:
TEEHEE xD

then after service,
went for lunch with cell group friends at Changi Airport. ;D
some people emo. D:
they look super sad and stressed luh. DD:
( i shan't say who ;] )
but to all of them,
CHEEEEERRRR UPPPP TONS OKAY! :D
it's depressing to see everyone so stressed and sad. ):

& to everyone else who have their last batch of MYE papers this week;
ALL THE BEST IN YORU COMING PAPERS AND ACE THEM! ;DD
i believe you all can do it! :D

i know my previous posts,
i have thoughts about suicide.
its a sad thing,
& i'm sorry to make all of you worried. D:
i am so lucky to have such caring friends! ;]
thank you all so much,
thank you god for blessing me.
iloveyou ♥

okay,
i made so many promises.
LOL. ;]
promise i'll keep them :D
& to the 2 awesome friends taht said they would jump off the building with me if i ever tried;
SORRY FOR MAKING YOU 2 SO WORRIED! ;D
i promised i won't. (:

THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU ♥

the biggest thank you to everyone. ♥









your smile makes my heart skip a beat,
your voice makes me red in the face.


it's 9:28 PM now

Saturday, May 3, 2008

changed the skin.
still working on editing the other one. :D
today was a iwannadiethismorningthenibecamebetternotsoemoanymorethankstomybelovedteammates day.
yes a mouthful, but it's true.
(:

that whole line of words tells it all. :D
i am still on the verge of suicide.
somone kill me please. =X


























falling in love with your best friend
is the most tragic thing indeed.


it's 12:24 PM now

Friday, May 2, 2008

the words i want to say,
just don't come out the way they are supposed to.
& i just beat around the bush everytime.














i hold my breath when i hear your voice,
my heart stops when you walk my way,
butterflies flutter in my stomach when i'm with you,
but i still can't tell you that i loved you.


it's 10:12 AM now

Thursday, May 1, 2008

i have no idea why now i have so many mixed emotions! D:
i feel happy, yet sad.
proud of myself, yet disappointed.
accomplished, yet discouraged.
life's like a game isn't it?

i'll just hold on tight i guess.
it's this roller coaster which is probably the most thrilling one i have ever ridden on.
the ups and downs,
the loops, the double loop,
the trouble tumble,
the swirly-whirly,
the way-up-high,
a roller coaster ride i will never forget.

it's life isn't it?
so i wanna thank all my friends who sat on this roller coaster with me.
through it all.
the ones that held my hand when i was scared during the trouble tumble,
the ones who laughed with me when the happy slopes seemed never ending,
the ones that put their arm around me to cheer me up when the sad slopes came,
the ones who let me cry on their shoulder when the ride made my head swirly whirly and all stressed up.
the ones who made sure i would not fall off the ride during the loops and double loops,
the ones that screamed with me all through teh way-up-high.
THANK YOU ALL FOR EVERYTHING! ;DDDD
god will bless you always. ;]
PRAISE THE LORD FOR BLESSING ME! :D











i just can't describe the joy inside me,
your magic works on me everytime.
iloveyoubutyoudon'tloveme.


it's 2:17 PM now

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLENE! ;DDDDD

i love you babe! <3
enjoy your day! and maybe i'll pass you your pressie today! (:
i'll message you! :DDD
teehee. you are 14 now. ;]
& a year older than me.
LOLLOLLOL. ;D let it last a lifetime.

take care and LOVES !
<3


it's 1:00 PM now

BEN&JERRY'S DAY YESTERDAY! :D
went to Pasir Ris (White Sands) to queue for free ice-cream,
together with Chermaine, Yvonne, Emmanuelle, Soniya, Celia, Amanda and Samantha! ;DDD
LOL. ;]

the super long queue from the entrance all the way to the traffic light of the MRT. xD
super long eh. (:
but it only took 15 minutes! ;D
really really short for a super super long queue. :D

so yeah,
after got our ice-cream,
walked around a bit. ;]
when we were queing, received message from Bryan saying taht Eliza was there. :D
so yeah. tried to look for her.
LOLLOLLOL. ;]]

i think i'm just really blur..
(& i know thanks to who... *winks at Ruthie*)
WAHAHAHAHA xD
yup, she saw me,
like f i n a l l y ,
blur old me saw her! ;DDD
LOLLOLLOL ;]

so yes.
i can' wait for 29 April 2009. (:
HAHAHAHA xD
we MUST go and queue again next year! :D
teehee. ;]









i missed my chance today,
but will i ever get my chance tomorrow?


it's 12:13 PM now