Capture your smile,

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

i'm sorry.

for all those things that could've caused hurt to you.

it's my fault.

these tears..

i cried for you.

because i miss you.

it's 11:07 AM now

Saturday, October 27, 2007

Todayy was the LAST DAY OF SCHOOL. )))):
OMG!
time flies super fast.
i miss my friends so much! /:

went to Parkway today with EMMANUELLEchn. (:
went to buy FBTs. ((:
HEHEH xD
that grin on her face tells it all!
HAHA.

whoah..
i'm already missing all my friends. ):
sad sad. )):
anyways.. we must go out during the holidays! (:
yes yes, we MUST. ((:

& got back our report books. ):
WTH.
didn't do so well.
i am half disappointed..
half contented.
it's weird. )):

that's about it.
loads of courses coming up!
it's gonna be a busy vacation.
but i want to spend time with
all my friends, family and someone i hold really dear to my heart. ;DD
ILOVEYOUGUYSALLSOMUCH! <3

training yesterday.
super tiring as usual.
i only won one match. ):
did 100 squat jumps for punishment. (another 90 the next training)
played like shit again.
i am not improving.
WTH.

i hate where i am now.
i want to make it to the team.
everyone's improving,
but i'm not.
it's just so frustrating.
i am super scared.
i have to make the team!

i'm sorry that i let you down again.
when you're gone,
the pieces of my heart are missing you.

it's 9:52 AM now

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Todayyy was E-learning Day.
THREE subjects.
English, Math & Science..
wonder how i did for English..
hope it was okay..
LOL!(:

for math was like discussing answers with Sinthiya, Soniya, Michelle and Jovina! (:
WOOHOO.
lost 10 marks..
all of us did..
except Michelle..
i think she lost 11?

yesterday's training..
came back dead tired.
after running that KILLER 19 ROUNDS.
i swear i could just fall flat on the floor of the hall and tumble down the stairs..
couldn't walk properly. ):

sigh..
i better train up.
or else i am gonna totally SUCKK.
played like shit yesterday.
i wonder what's gonna happen..?
i want to play next year! (:
not sit on the bench and watch others play. ))):
i'm so scared that the DSA players are so much better than me. ))))):

well.. that's enough of sad stuff.
(:
i gotta think positive.
i hope i'll play better at tomorrow's training. (:
i have to play better.

it's 12:23 AM now

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

School starts again. (:
had 2 talks today.
one about Project Work next year,
another about our Sec 1 results.

RESULTS=SUCK! )):
sad.
i didn't get >70. )):
so dissapointing..
i just need 0.* marks. /:

anyways.. changed my tagboard again.
i need a new colour combination! (:
suggestions are welcome. :DD

there's training tomorrow. (:
TO BADDY MEMBERS;
training at Bedok tomorrow.
2 45 to 6.

& i'll play this song again for you,
a new chapter of my life.

it's 5:56 AM now

Monday, October 22, 2007

& i just told...
RUTHIE&FELICIA
my BIGGEST secret.
at least about half of it..

hushhush alright?

it's 10:25 AM now

WHEE(:
tired luh.
went to the gym today! (:
fun fun. ((:

it feels great to keep fit.
HEHEH xD
but now like so tired.
bet tomorrow will have muscle aches!
LOL!(:

oh yes..
it's my dad's birthday today!
my biological one i mean. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! ((:

school starts again tomorrow.
hope we can slack and play more concentration & uno!
fun fun! (:
i miss those games with my buddies,
RUTHIE,
FELU (Felicia),
SJ (Shengjia),
JOLENE,
CHARLENE,
HUIRU.
iLOVEyouguys.
it's so fun to slack with you people! ((:
hahaXD
& everyone else who wants to play can always join in.

LOL!(:
i miss school.
can't believe its gonna close..
):
will miss all my friends! (:
we should go out alright?

lovelove<33

it's 9:26 AM now

Sunday, October 21, 2007

WHOOTS!(:
today i went to watch THE ITALIAN. ((:
it's a Russian film.
super nice..
although i read subtitles all the way.
[they spoke in Russian]

the film is about this six-year-old orphan
who is looking for his real mother.
it's so touching.
ILOVEIT!

well.. that's about all.
hope everyone has a great weekend.
school's starting again!
can't wait! (:

i don't regret being with you;
because it feels so right;
iLOVEyou.

it's 11:18 AM now

HEYY!
time's passing so quicky! (:
holidays gonna start soon! ((:

lots of training. (:
& can go out more.
YAY!
but still have tuition.. ):

GINA;
you are SUPER PRETTY okay?
& i love your personality and attitude!
IT ROCKS! (:
you are super prettaye alright?
i swear you are.

iLOVEyou❤
i really do.

it's 3:43 AM now

Friday, October 19, 2007

WHEE! (:
today was E-learning Day..
& i already finished all the work!
HAHA XD

& it's only 9am.
and everyone else is like busy doing..
sad luh.. /:
JIA YOUS EVERYONE! (:

History is graded. ):
i hope i did okay.
cos didn't use much of source base skills..

Chinese was a repeat of last year's paper..
& i've done it before..
so it was okay. (:

well.. nothing much.
ALL THE BEST EVERYONE! ((:

we'll have a great time together..
just you and me.

it's 10:06 PM now

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

she hates me..
yes yes she really does..

i guess i still don't see the light of helping others,
when they just scream back at you,
i learnt that
grattitude does not exist in this world.

it's 5:08 PM now

WHEE(:
finished checking all papers.. (:
except D&T??
aiya.. sucky marks luh.
so many B3..
& a few As..
sad. /:
at least all B3 and above. ((:

MONG CHIN;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
stay pretty always! (:

cheer up,
don't be sad.

it's 4:36 PM now

Sunday, October 14, 2007

i don't want to make you sad,
i want you to be happy.

you are the sunshine in my heart,
shine for me.

iloveyou;
no matter what.
& that's my promise to you.

it's 7:57 PM now

YAYY! (:
went ESACAPE today!
i am like super high..
i think all those rides made me too high!

i loved today..
i wanna post photos..
but i haven't got them yet.. /:
sad..
i hope i get them real soon! (:

the rides were fun.
& PEI FEN kept screaming!
even on the FERRIS WHEEL!
LOL!(:
you owe me a ride on the INVERTER!
HEHEH. XD

went home like soaked..
lucky i bought shorts..
my shorts were like soaking wet..
my shirt too..
HAHA.
it was cold..

anyways..
i want to THANK:
SIEW YUN
JOELLYN
MIRANDA
PEI FEN
ELISA
ANTJE
& WENHUI

for letting me come along today! (:
i had so much fun!! ((:

i feel so high..
i could soar up to the sky.

it's 12:06 PM now

Saturday, October 13, 2007

AHHH!
it's raining..
super heavy..
hope it stops. (:

going Escape later!
but with this rain..
OMG!
how to go?

SIEW YUN says still go no matter what..
i hope the rain really stops.
WTH.
it's cursed weather.
this year's weather ain't so good luh.
sad..
):

hope this rain really stops..
i hate the rain!
especially when we have plans! ):
i dun mind if its light..
cos you can walk in it..
and emo a lot! (:

rain, rain, go away..
come again another day..

it's 11:56 PM now

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

THANK YOU...

for all great things you've done.
& knowing you was no mistake.
i know it.

it's 10:43 AM now

-JOELLYN,MARISSA,ANTJE,WENHUI-

omg. i look like a toot in that picture.

WHEE(:
today rained. ):
WTH.

today was the outing with the people i miss a lot. (:
SIEW YUN, JOELLYN, PEI FEN & ELISA! ((:
& of course making new friends!
with ANTJE, WENHUI & CHERRIE! ((:
[pity Miranda couldn't come. /:]

ESCAPE was closed too. )):
sad.
so change of plans..
went to TM instead. ;D

so went to play in the arcade..
alot..
lol.
i suck.
& i don't fancy the arcade much.. /:
memories i ain't wanna remember. //:

anyways..
at least managed to do some shopping too.
(:
although we didn't have that much fun..
at least its a day worth remembering! (:
i miss them so much! (:

hehe.
TRAINING STARTS TOMORROW!((:
& I LOVE IT!<33
TRAINING IS LOVE.
i miss all my teamates a lot! :D

((:

it's 10:32 AM now

Monday, October 8, 2007

it's a promise i cannot break...

it's a promise i don't want to break.

it's a promise i made with you.

it's 10:52 AM now

okaes..
i think some people think i am a little upset..
to all those who are worrying for me;
THANK YOU FOR WORRYING!(:
Please don't worry anymore kaes?
i will ALRIGHT! ((:

anyways..
just feeling little random..
whee. (:
i can't believe i cut my hair??!!

3 inches..
so its pretty short now..
T.T
but at least the fringe looks slightly better..
LOL!(:

okay..
this is lame..
why am i talking about my hair?
OMG!
i must be so bored..

sigh..
exmas are over.
but still to everyone else still taking their exams;
ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR SUBSEQUENT PAPERS!(:
I AM SURE YOU WILL DO REALLY WELL! ((:

SEAN;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!(:
ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR SUBSEQUENT PAPERS! ((:
you won't fail alright? (((:

((:

it's 10:45 AM now

Friday, October 5, 2007

i've let you down again.

it's 12:34 PM now

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

it's over.
i'm over you.
i'm over your smile.
i'm over your eyes.
i'm over everything about you.

~~together♥~~
doesn't feel right at all.

it's 11:47 PM now

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

Last paper to go!(:
CHINESE!
today was **** (sorry sinthiya, don't mean to say it)
pretty tough paper
& it's gonna rob me of my A1! ):
sad.. )):
i hope i don't fail. ):

oh well..
i shall do this quiz.. again..
thanks to Mariann who tagged me.
(:

List the Top 5 Birthday Presents you wish for:

1) spread love to people around me
2) change my attitude
3) good grades :D
4) HAPPY FRIENDSHIPS!
5) make my FRIENDS&FAMILY Happy! ((:

Answer the following questions:

1)The person who tagged you was?
MARIANN! (:

2)Your relationship with him/her?
FRIENDS! ex-classmates/schoolmates Primary School Buddies(:

3)Your four impressions of him/her?
FUNNY! ADORABLE! FRIENDLY! ENTHUSIASTIC!

4)Most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
BEING SUCH A GREAT FRIEND! (:

5)Most memorable word he/she has said to you?
Hi Marissa!(:

6)If he or she becomes your lover you will…?
EWW.. we're straight.

7)If so, what are the things she/he will have to improve on?
nothing. (:

8)If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
NEVER!!

9)What would be the reason for it?
No Reason. Cos we won't. (:

10)The thing you desire to do most for him/her is?
make her HAPPY!(:

11)Overall impressions?
Great. :D

12)A good trait you love about yourself?
i hate everything about me.

13)A character trait you hate about yourself?
every trait in me.

14)How do you think people around you will feel about you?
nobody cares for me..

15)A person you want to be?
A GOOD person.

16)Say something to people who care for you!
THANK YOU FOR CARING FOR ME! ILY♥
& you don't have to feel down when i am! SMILE! ((:

17)Pass this to 10 ppl.

#1. Ada
#2.YuXian
#3. EMMANUELLEchn
#4. Soniya
#5. Syasya
#6. Chun Ting
#7. Fiona
#8. Yi Ting
#9. Ruth
#10. Ravin

Who is 6 having a relationship with?
i wonder.. (: LUOZHIXIANG??!!

Is 9 female of male?
Female.

If 7 and 10 were to be together would it be a good thing?
er.. they aren't les.. EWW

How about #8 and #5?
they are enemies..
& that's way too disgusting! eww.

What is #2 currently studying about?
not so sure. but i guess the same as me.

When was the last time you talked to #3?
this morning.

What kind of music does #8 like?
ROCK!

Does #1 have any siblings?
i think so.. a younger brother.

Will you woo #3?
eww.. no way. i think she likes someone else. ;)

How about #7?
eww.. no way. i think she has someone else she likes. ;)

Is #4 single?
i guess.. unless.. she has a bf i don't know of!

What's #5 surname?
Naqiyah (spelling?)

How about #10?
Kaur.

#4's hobby?
hanging out with friends,TALKING!
& of course wanting to go see HOT CANADIAN GUYS!
jkjk. XD

Do #5 and #9 get along well?
they don't know each other. but Ruth is uber-friendly! (:

Where does #2 study at?
SCGS :D

Say something casual about #1
i miss you. (:

Have you tried developing feelings for #8?
er.. she will freak out and so will i.
we are STRAIGHT people.

Where does #9 live?
our secret (:

Are #5 and #1 best of friends?
they don't know each other.
but maybe.

Does #7 like #2?
they don't know each other..
but YuXian is a great friend.

How did you get to know#2?
SCGS! 1C'o1,5seohfive,6seohsix!

Does #1 have any pets?
don't think so.
WAIT.
a pet fish i think.

Is #7 the sexiest person in the world?
HAHA. Fiona is PRETTY!(:
sexy?
maybe.
LOL!(:
she might freak out.

PHEW.. done.
& i gotta mug.
my last paper!
i gotta get my A1! (:

((:

it's 12:56 PM now