You've got a leash round my neck so tight,i can't breathe. i lead my own life.
i hate being controlled.
it's so effing painful, y'know.
it's like choking me to death.
please don't make me drop my CCAs.i love them very much.
& i've worked so hard for them.
i promise putting in
200% in them.
For academics,
i am trying very hard.
but i guess it's not good enough.
B3 SUCKS BIG TIME RIGHT?you want A1s right?
EVERYTHING A1 RIGHT?!how far in the corner do you want to drive me?
i can't take it anymore.
please, i beg you.
spare me.
& also, please don't accuse my friends of being bad influences.
I AM THE FUCKING SCREWUP!not them.
please, i beg you,
don't blame them.
BLAME ME. if you think i've changed because of the people i'm mixing with,
you're wrong.
call me a bitch, a disrespectful kid, a disappointment in your life,
a stupid ah lian, an effing liar, just not the old PERFECT marissa.
i've changed haven't i?
i know i have.
& i'm willing to die for this sin.
someone please kill me.
NOW.
=X
it's 10:48 PM now
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Zany & Cross Country tomorrow.
did 30 rounds today at Trilympics. :D
i want Top 15 tomorrow.
Performance is so screwed. D:
sent last minute SMSes and emails.
freak.
we are so gonna die.
like heck, ain't even prepared.
Deadlines all tomorrow.
NOTHING is done.
F***, how is it i am always the one stressing out?
FREAKKKKKKKKKKKK.
at elast went East Coast with Di today. ;D
distressed myself. :D
now stressed again.
then when i came home,
got a freakin' scolding. ):
oh yes, i saw Yun Ru and Colette.
heh. (:
alright.
back to work.
it's 10:05 PM now
Thursday, July 17, 2008
& we're back to long time ago.
Monday, July 14, 2008
When the sparks fly,
my tears are dried.
080708.
i will never forget this day (:dear, you make me smile.i love you,more than anything.:)i hope you love me too.
it's 8:42 PM now
Saturday, July 12, 2008
a heart in the sky. ;]
all the swimmers that were runnign up the slope go "BOOM! BOOM BOOM!"
& the poor bridge goes SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE!
EARTHQUAKEEEEEEEEE :D
LOL! x)
today was COOOOOL. (:yup.i so need to watch Hellboy again.oh yes, anyone willing to come with me to collect Team tee? ;]& anyone need CIP.Standard Charted Marathon Volunteer positions are open! ;DIM, SMS, Call or tell me! :]]dear, i miss you! & i loveeee you.:)YAY! Carebears make my day! ;D
it's 11:45 PM now
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Youth day was yesterday.Happy Belated Youth Day everyone! :Dwent to zoo with team.no actually, the Sec2s and 3s pang seh me. D:so i went with the juniors! ;]FUNNESS. (:had great fun seeing animals.oh yes, and taking photos too. ;D& Colette and I saw the COOLEST dustbins eveeer. ;]they were the prettiest shitzxz ever! :Dserious. (:took photos of them.HAHA xDalso cos had to pass them to Lao Gong so he can edit them for the NDP Green Spirit Competition. ;Dyup.but they were pretty with all thsoe animal patterns on them. (:after zoo,rushed back to Tanah Merah for tuition till 7 plus.wanted to go take PI skirt,but shop was closed.so went home. ;Dthen crammed tests.Math, Science, English, D&T and Debate.lame shitzxz.damn stressed out. D:finally it's over.English CmPS postponed till Thurdsay. ;]YAY! :DArt Theory Test tomorrow.& i haven't studied! ;]YAY, i'm so gonna fail tomorrow. ):Saturday is coming!Alrightttt.:}dear, i miss you so.
Lao Gong, thanks for everything, love!
it's 10:25 PM now
Saturday, July 5, 2008
heads over heels in loveee. (:
today was the best day ever.
& i got the best present ever.
thank you sooo much best friend.
the concert rocked and so did you. :D
i loveeeeeeeeee you so much <3
it's 11:27 PM now
Friday, July 4, 2008
Today felt like last day of school! =X
dunno why.
HAHAHA xD
we whipped out our pens,
wrote on our legs,
TATRICKS! <3
bring it on!
the best damn band everrrr. (:
Ravin, Alyana, Sumita, Sandra & Kevin! :D
rockrockrockshitzxz. ;]
Inspire '08 concert tomorrowwwwww!! ;D
Going out with Melissa tomorrow too. ;]
Team outing on Monday! (:
damnshitzxz;
8 July 2008.
080708.
i will not forget this day.
D&T test, Maths test, Science Test, CmPS Presentation, Debate Competition.
WTHH.
screwed up time table. D:
freakingshitzxz.
Soniya, Sinthiya, Yvonne, Celia and I did the bravest thing ever today. ;]
ilovemyteammates<3
it's 2:41 PM now
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Training was tiring.
skipped school.
D:
i'm terribly sorry Ruthie and Lao Gong! ):
feel so guilty now. )):
saw Ms Tan today at Tampines Sports Hall.
Xin Min girls were having training there. :D
Team tee, was hilarious,
cos we forgot to give the retailer the size! =X
so going tomorrow before tuition. (:
& i owe someone $100. D:
oopsie, thats a lot of money! =XXX
Shermin made my day today! ;D
yay! thanks Shermin. (:
WHEEE.
Melissa is home.
going school tomorrow.
Inspire Concert this Saturday.
(hopefully) going out with Melissa thsi Saturday too.
Team Outing @ Zoo on Monday.
the damn shitzxz:Math test, Science test, D&T test, CmPS presentation NEXT WEEKKKKKK. WT*! D:TFF is pissing me off. ;]
it's 10:57 PM now
FREAAKKKKKKKKKKK.i'm so screwed D:
it's 8:50 AM now
& take my hand and never let go. (:
