Capture your smile,

Saturday, September 29, 2007

when did it all happen?
the day i first saw you?
how's that that you haven't left my mind?
why do you still float there?
why are you still here?

i am lost&confused.
who should i choose?
i really don't know.
i guess life's like that.

it's just so complicated.

7 years down the road...
my feelings haven't changed for you..
i wonder why..
is it love?
is it like?
or are we just friends?

it's 8:25 AM now

WOOTS!(:
today was the Geography end-of-year!
was like quite okay luh.
but some couldn't finish..
sad luh. /:

NASRIN;
CHEER UP!(:
don't feel so down just
because you couldn't finish.
it's alright.
don't cry anymore kaes?!
SMILE!(:

HUI RU;
CHEER UP!(:
you won't fail geog okaes?
you must study hard to pull that grade up!(:
then you won't get kicked out!
i don't think anyone in our class will! (:
SMILE! ((:

Anyways..
went to the LIBRARY with
RUTHIE,FELICIA,SJ&CHUN TING! (:
well.. i studied with Ruthie while the other 3 wandered somewhere else upstairs?
wonder if they studied or not..
LOL!(:

did math..
then studied history.
of course had lunch break too!
we had these two pretty TK Seniors
take care of out stuff?
HAHA.
they were super nice! (:
we hepled them too. (:
THANK YOU VERY MUCH! ((:

i love studying at the librabry
cos i won't sleep?
LOL!(:
& of course i love my bestie's company! ((:
pity today will be our last for the year?
cos its just history,
math,
chinese
& END-OF-YEAR EXAMS 2007 ARE OVER! (:

can't wait.
it's time for some fun! (:
especially when you're with your friends! (:
LOL!(:

anyways,
to everyone else still mugging for their exams;
GOOD LUCK&ALL THE BEST! (:

smile for me.

that's when my dream will come true. (:

it's 8:11 AM now

Friday, September 28, 2007

oh yes..
i would love to wish
SHEEREEN

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY! (:

sorry for wishing you late! (:

&&

also...

i would love to wish
YI TING

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (:

❤
❤

it's 9:06 PM now

Monday, September 24, 2007

DON'T GO!
i need you.

yes yes i really do.
you make me feel okay.

if you leave.
i'll miss you a hell lot.
i hope you will wait for me
in heaven.
that's when we'll meet again.

when you're gone.
i promise to work harder.
that's my promise to you.

but right now.
i need you.
i really do.
don't leave!

it's just something between you&me.

it's 8:29 PM now

WHOOTS!(:
making this post short.
i gotta MUG!! MUG!! MUG!!

exams are this wed.
i better study my ass off.
anyways, to everyone;
GOOD LUCK!(:

oh yeahs,
to all SHE fans out there;
vote for SHE to win Hit Awards! (:
with courtesy from YIJING. (:

thats all. (:
BYE!

it's 7:52 PM now

Thursday, September 20, 2007

WHEE!(:
feeling a little down these days. ):
sorry EMMANUELLEchn. /:
didn't see your trick.
show me next time kaes?

okaes.
perhaps talking more about
other stuff.
relaxing from a day's of work?!
later gotta do more. (:

i got assigned a class to be in charge of yesterday. (:
i am in charge of 3e3 with Vaishnavy(spelling?). ((:
whoah.. feel so weird walking down the class with so many BADDY SENIORS.
its like so pai seh.
asking them to pull up their socks
and put their belts through the loopholes.

today's duty was okay.
did Rush Hour Duty with NORAN! (:
it was so weird saying
"please move faster!"
when the song just started.
LOL. (:
but Noran was like super pro!(:
i must learn more from you! ((:

Then during recess had Recess Duty.
i did with JOLENE! (:
not our turn today,
but since tomorrow we're going home early,
why not do today? (:

tomorrow,
there's ENGLISH END-OF-YEAR EXAM! /:
GOOD LUCK EVERYONE! (:

i guess there's nothing much more to say?
i better go and study more! (:

((:

it's 7:13 AM now

Monday, September 17, 2007

the biggest mistake i've ever made was...
to think you cared for me,
to think you saw me as a friend you would care for,
to think we could be good friends,
to think we could share secrets,
to think i could TRUST you,
to think that you could see through me
& know when i was sad.

THE BIGGEST MISTAKE I'VE MADE,
but i don't blame you.

i know i was stupid,
to think like this,
now i know that i regret,
ever knowing you,
& treating you like a friend that cared for me.

you aparrently don't care.
i was sad,
you couldn't even give me a smile.
you just walked past me in the corridor,
like i was invisible.

now i know.
i am invisible in your eyes.

i made a mistake about you,
now i know.

it won't happen again.

it's 7:58 PM now

Sunday, September 16, 2007

List the top 5 birthday presents you wish for :

#1. EVERONE around me to be HAPPY!(:
#2. A HAPPY FAMILY!
#3. SOMEONE to talk to (:
#4. Friends' Company
#5. to love and be loved.

Answer the following questions:
1) The person who tagged you was?
A : SINTHIYA! (:

2)Your relationship with him/her:
A : Teamate. (: CHANTER!(:

3)Your 4 impressions on him/her?
A: Pretty! Funny! Energetic! Great friend!

4)Most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
A: Can't recall? Except make me laugh when i'm down inside?

5) Most memorable words he/she has said to you?
A: .....?

6)If he or she becomes your lover you will?
A : Er.. dumbest question ever? EWW.. NO. /:

7)If so, what are things he/she has to improve on?
A : Nothing. Just don't emo so much! BE HAPPY! (:

8)If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
A : NEVER?!

9)What would be the reason for it?
A : No reason (:

10)The thing you desire to do most for her/him is?
A : Make her happy?

11)Overall Impressions?
A: Great. (:

12) How do you think people around you will feel about you?
A : don't think they even give a damn about me.

13)A good trait that you love about yourself?
A : no good traits.

14) A character trait you hate about yourself?
A : Everything

15)A person you want to be?
A : A good person.

16)Say something to the people who care for you!
A : BE HAPPY!(: don't be down when i am!(: ILY♥

17)Pass this to 10ppl.
#1. Ruthie
#2. Felicia
#3. Sheereen
#4. Sean
#5. Kelvin
#6. Grace
#7. Alethea
#8. Melissa
#9. Miranda
#10. Jia Wei

Who is #6 having a relationship with?
A : i wonder too. (:

Is #9 female or male?
A : Female.

If #7 and #10 were to be together would it be a good thing?
A : er.. that i don't think so.

How about #8 and #5?
A : don't think so either.

What is #2 currently studying about?
A : How to talk to guys more? LOL!(: just kidding. all the subjects i study! (:

When was the last time you talked to #3?
A : Last week, i think.

What kind of music does #8 like?
A : Pop, Pop Rock

Does #1 have any siblings?
A : i think she has 1gor, 2 di & 8 meis. so in total: 11 siblings!(: which includes me!((:

Will you woo #3?
A : eewww.. no. think she has someone else she likes. (:

How about #7?
A : ewww.. no. i think she has someone else she likes too. (:

Is #4 single?
A : err.. i think he is. i am not sure. (:

What's #5 surname?
A : Chong.

How about #10?
A : that i am not so sure.

#4's hobby?
A : Playing maple, hanging out with friends, sms&msn?

Do #5 and #9 get along well?
A : They don't know each other. but Miranda is friendly, and so is Kelvin.

Where does #2 study at?
A : TKGS!(:

Say something casual about #1
A : BEST JIE EVER! (:

Have you tried developing feelings for #8?
A : EWW.. no. we are not les.

Where does #9 live?
A : our secret. (:

Are #5 and #1 best of friends?
A : They don't know each other. but i think they might become good friends?

Does #7 like #2?
A : they don't know each other. but maybe. Felicia is so likable in a friend way! (:

How did you get to know#2?
A : 1e5'07!(:

Does #1 have any pets?
A : Yes!(: a super cute dog! ((:

Is #7 the sexiest person in the world?
A : LOL!(: don't know what will be her reaction if i said that. LOL!(: but she's a great friend! ((:

phew.. done.
now have to rush for class!
i am late.

((:

it's 4:16 PM now

just feeling random again?
haiz..
just posting a question that whizzed past my mind. (:

Would it ever matter to you if i was gone yesterday?

i highly doubt anyone would care.
i'm just invisible.
no one i can ever talk to?
nobody cares on how i feel anymore.
therefore, i have no one i can really talk to?

would that also mean that your friends are also of no use anymore?
they are of no use because they can't even open up to listen to you?
maybe they can?
maybe they can't?
a true friend will listen,
a fair-weathered friend won't.

so just saying,
always treasure your true friends,
because when you don't,
they just slip away before you can ever pull them back again.
so just treat all your true friends out there well.

perhaps when you are sad,
take a look and see who are the ones who will be sad with you.
those willing to shed tears for you,
those willing to be there to just let you vent their anger on them,
those that laugh with you,
those that keep your secrets safe,
those that smile with you,
thise that comfort you when you're down,
those that give you advise when you need it,
those that really care for you.
that person is hard to find,
but when you found him/her,

i guess that's the person you should treasure?! ((:

it's 3:47 PM now

Saturday, September 15, 2007

oh yeahs..
forgot to wish everyone. /:

GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR COMING EXAMS!(:
STUDY HARD&IT'LL PAY OFF!((:

thats all..
TAKE CARE!(:

((:

it's 9:19 AM now

WHEE!(:
i am slacking again?
my head hurts thanks to D&T! /:
re-do like the whole damn folio just to get good marks?!
i can't think much. ):
still have to re-do the sketch table
& try my best to convince MR TEO why i chose that design.
*sigh*

Well.. enough about sad things. (:
Today was first day of duty since i became a POP. ((:
had morning gate duty at the main gate. (:
i did with AISHWARYA&BERNICE! (:

it was okay(:
fun actually.((:
but having all those upper sec people stare at you
when you ask them to put on their name tag,
or pull up your socks,
keep your MP3s
etc.
hmm.. not so fun? /:

then i also did recess duty with CRYSTAL!(:
& DONNA helped too!((:
&& JOLENE joined us when 1st half was gonna end.
LOL!(:
did extra duty. (:
today was not my turn,
but i still did?
lols. XD
i am weird. /:

oh yes..
yesterday was step-DAD's birthday?!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!(:

i think we're gonna celebrate today?
not so sure. /:

i guess that's all.
not much more to write about. (:

to a certain someone;
perhaps sometimes you
should try to stop pushing my friend around;
i know you hate me;
but i don't want to hate you;
sometimes you leave me no choice;
but i still don't hate you?
but just leave my friend alone;

TO EVERYONE;
STAY HAPPY!(:

(((((((:

it's 8:47 AM now

Thursday, September 13, 2007

WHEE!(:
i changed the skin again.
hope you like it! (:

talk about today?
LOL.
the only fun thing was PE??!! (:
LOL!(:

played Captain's Ball (again).
but this time with 2e6! (:
yep.. competition was tougher?
we lost all matches?? /:

LOL.
that i am unsure.
hahaXD
just that i knew i was just running all over the court.
not very normal for me cos..
i am always goalie??

i dunno luh.
feel some random? //:
but yet sometimes happy! (:
i am so weird. /:

SHEEREEN;
HEY!(:
MUST CHEER UP KAES?
DUN FEEL SO DOWN! ((:
BE HAPPY! (((((:

ANUSHA&JOLENE;
HEY!(:
PREFECT'S MEETING TOMORROW
DURING RECESS @ SAC [OUTSIDE THE DEN]
CAN'T BE LATE OR NURUL WILL COME AFTER ME! /:

LOL!(:
that's all.

BE HAPPY!
TAKE CARE!

(((((((((:

it's 10:02 AM now

Sunday, September 9, 2007

WHEE!(:
doing last minute post before sleeping. (:
LOL!(:

went to watch inter jc tournament!(:
((:
i went with YVONNE!(:
i found someone to go with!
yep. went there at 5.
stayed till like 7.45. (after the whole thing finished!)

oh yes.
met Chermaine(TK BADDY!),
JOELLYN! (SC)
JOY!(SC)
JAYDE!(SC)
FAN QI!(SC)
SARAH!(SC)
LOL. so happy to see you guys!(:
miss you lots!((:
& i can't believe you remembered me! hahaXD

well.. pity i didn't see MIRANDA(SC)!
you left without saying hi to me. /:
heheXD
miss you lots too!(:

well.. thats about it.
TO EVERYONE I KNOW;
STAY HAPPY!(((((:

it's 2:32 PM now

Front.

that's kimmie at the bottom left corner.(:

side view/butt

dunno why i'm doing this..
THANKS A LOT BENEDICT!
now i have to post the pics just cos of you! //:
why did you call SPCA?

its about this dog.
dunno if its lost or not?
benedict just says its cute so just post the pics?!
LOL!(:

there's more.
but i ain't wanna post them.
sry. /:

((:

it's 12:12 AM now

Saturday, September 8, 2007

WHEE!(:
i am back to normal again?
this week hasn't been great.
so sorry i haven't been updating?
LOL.

today.. there's the inter-jc badminton tournament..
& i have no one to go with? ):
so i am not going. /:

SEAN;
it's not your fault.
dun have to aplolgise. (:
i should be the one who is sorry. /:

SHEEREEN;
CHEER UP!(:
dun emo too much!(:
i just got better?!
so you should too!((:
HAPPY SMILE!((((:

BE HAPPY! to everyone else i know?
((:

it's 11:57 PM now

Sunday, September 2, 2007

TK BADDY!<3
C DIV '07'08<3

(top to bottom, left to right)

-EMMANUELLEchn,YVONNE,MIN ZHEN,LITING,VISMITHA,MICHELLE,CELIA,

SONIYA,AMANDA,SINTHIYA,SAMANTHA,MARISSA,CHERMAINE,JOVINA-

WE ROCK! ILY♥

RACKETS IN!(:

-CELIA,VISMITHA,SONIYA,AMANDA,

SINTHIYA,SAMNTHA,MARISSA,EMMANUELLEchn-

LISTENING TO MUSIC BABE!(:

BLURRED+LIGHT

4 EXPRESSIONS:

(left to right, top to bottom)

Crying, Happy, Emo, Crazy

-MARISSA,EMMANUELLEchn,SINTHIYA,YVONNE-

-AMANDA, MS TAN, SAMANTHA-

alike yet so different.

it's 3:36 PM now

AWW.. just missed wishing all teachers
a HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!(:
LOL.

feel random here&there?!
i seriously dunno whats going on with me these days..
sigh..
guess i will post some pics of the last training?!!!(:

yes.. yes.. i will!(:
guess that will make my day and everyone else's.
stay happy to all!

it's 3:30 PM now

Saturday, September 1, 2007

went running...
5km!
LOL. went with EMMANUELLEchn!((:

aaahhhh...
EMMANUELLEchn;
YOU RUN SO FREAKIN' FAST!!!!
can barely catch up with you!!!

to a certain someone;
please stop being a pain in the ass.
stop being so unreasonable.
stop acting like a b****
it's not cool to make someone cry.
go to hell if you refuuse to change.

it's 12:59 PM now

Today was Teacher's Day. (:
gave the teachers cards.
hope they like them((:

well.. looks like i am like one of the minorities who ain't going to visit primary schools today!
sad luh. /:
wanted to see tina.
i am so sorry girl!
will make it up to you!(:

should be doing tuition homework now.
better get going. got an hour left. /:

YVONNE;
don't be sad
& dun cry again.
or else i will cry again too.
CHEER UP!(:

INSYIRAH;
don't be sad too.
dun cry.
or maybe next time,
i might cry too.
CHEER UP!(:

that smile is gone;

& i miss you more than ever;

it's 11:01 AM now