my feelings... me..

2008-10-17T22:27:00.004+08:00

i'm running away,
from everything i had ever known.

i am abandoning this blog.
but i'll leave it here.
so many fond memories.
and all my links.

Thank you all for reading.
Click! here :)
tag me for link and invitation.

Second-lastly,
Happy Birthday Mong Chin :)
Thanks for being such a great captain.

Lastly,
i love you.
and my friends, my family,
and i can never live without you :)

2008-10-17T22:05:00.002+08:00

Okay,
my days have just gone down into the pits again.
wait, they are already in the pits D:
i'm not complaining,
i'm just upset D:

I am seriously considering making my blog private,
only open to close friends and maybe family?
i don't know, honestly.

my head's in a mess.
to quit or not to quit.
i can make a proclamation NOW.
THE ONLY THING I HAVE EVER FELL SO HARD FOR IS BADMINTON.
I LOVE BADMINTON AND I WILL NEVER QUIT IT.
<3
Mama's making me quit cos my grades are f!!king crap.
and that's true.
but, i can't let it go.
i didn't get all A1s.
i couldn't ):
no matter how much i've tried.

My grades are not up to it.
maybe i didn't study hard enough?
maybe i have been playing too much?
maybe i haven't been focused?
but i don't wish for ANYONE to blame it on badminton.
yes, training is HECTIC,
i admit, but i love every bit of it.

Mama says i HAVE TO agree to drop it.
WHAT IF I SAY I DON'T FREAKIN' AGREE?
WHAT IF I SAY I DON'T WANT TO QUIT?
ARE YOU GOING TO JUST PUT ME DOWN MORE?
do it if you must, cos i guess you will always get things your way.
good on you then.

of course,
the thinking of quitting and after mama's scolding and endless lectures,
and me just holding back all my emotions,
yup. i cried again.
don't tell me you wouldn't.
it just feels like losing all that you ever have,
y'know, like losing a family member or close friend.
(when i say lose, i meant them passing on)

Well.. Thank God for Bryan's shower method.
When you feel like crying so hard,
GO TAKE A SHOWER.
surprisingly, it works.

let the warm water flow down your cheeks,
taste the tinge of salt in them,
you can't even tell,
if they were ever tears you've shed,
or just the water pouring down.

Badminton is my love.
My teammates are the people who make me smile.
Trainings are my favourite past-time.
tell me, should i quit or should i not?

PS: PLEASE DO NOT REMIND ME THAT MY MAMA CARES FOR MY WELL-BEING COS I ALREADY KNOW THAT. I FREAKING KNOW THAT. I DON'T NEED TO BE REMINDED.
The best thing is that you don't comment so much on this post.
Thank you.

2008-10-15T21:39:00.007+08:00

tell me something i don't know,
cos i really need to hear it now.

Exams scripts are back.
my marks are the worst.
contentment.
shit! that essay makes so much sense now -.-"

i shan't say my AWFUL grades ):
no A1s for me today ):
stuck in a shitty pit of 2 A2s and 1 B3.
lame shitzxz.
just my luck D:

Marissa is pissed.
shitty grades has just screwed her life.
where is a miracle when you need one?

tsktsk.
alrighttt.
i am advertising my shop again!
HAHAHAHA.

GET YOUR EARRINGS AT VERY CHEAP PRICES @

SEVENTEEN-STEPS.BS.COM! :D

oh wait, how could i forget,
Happy Birthday Lionel :D
i miss you and cell ):
meet up soon :)

i'm not kidding,
i need you,
badly.

2008-10-14T21:44:00.004+08:00

the lovely bubble bath :]

look at that massage bed! :]

lovely shower.

the sink is damn clean :D

HAHAHA look what i found,
Q&A book! :D

YAY!
MAMA SAVED THE DAY :D
my dear mama took me to the Spa with her today :]
super cool luh.

i was damn blur.
HAHAHAHA xD
first time in Spa..
what do you expect?
i didn't even know what to do, or where to go..
was like a lost soldier in the woods /:

the Hydrobath room is super cool :D
and i like the water cos it's so warm.
HAHAHAHA.
looks like some thousand-dollar-per-hotel-room-for-a-night kind of bathroom.
was super classy :]

teehee.
i am so not used to this kind of Diva life luhh ;X
but it was a great experience.
:)

after that went for lunch,
then back home and crashed on mama's bed to watch TV till 6. /:
feel so lazy! D:
not studying makes me feel so slack ):

so went to the park at 6.
met di, xiao di, James, Chase, Brad, Hemish and a lot more other people :)
passed them Halloween invitations
and also went round the neighbourhood to pass everyone else the invitations.
looks like i have the dubious honour of organising halloween again :X
LOLLOLLOL :D
it's on 31st of October,
anyone wants to come,
call me! :D

Then Leon came,
then they prank call Sandra with Di's phone.
tsktsk.
they asked for her number, then i asked them call my house :]

here is that super long prank call:

Leon: (in a funny voice) Hello, may i speak to Sandra please?
[my mama picked up the phone. LOL]
Mama: Erm. who is this?
Leon: Oh, this is Ben.
Mama: Huh? er. Which Ben?
Leon: er.. from the park!
Me: LOLLOLLOL!
Di: HAHAHAHAHA!
-----------------------------------------------------------
[mama passes phone to Sandra]
Sandra: Hello?
Leon: (in an Australian accent) Hello Sandra, you know who is this?
Sandra: Benedict?
Leon: HAHAHA you believe i am Ben?
Sandra: er..
-------------------------------------------------------------
[Sandra passes phone to Step-dad. LOLLOL!]
Step-dad: Hello? Who is this?
[this scared Leon! HAHAHA!]
Leon: err.. can i speak to Sandra please?
-------------------------------------------------------------
[Step-dad passes phone to Sandra]
Leon: (makes a weird face) OMG. YOUR DAD! SCARE ME SIA!
Me: HAHAHAHA SERVE YOU RIGHT! xP
------------------------------------------------------------
Leon: SANDRA!
Sandra: WHAT?
Leon: I want your guitar, 2 Mee Pok...
Di: (interrupts) your dog!
Me: Why do you want my dog? CRAZY!
Leon: (continues) okay, so i want your guitar, my mee pok and your dog.
Sandra: don't want luh! crazy!
Me: LOLLOLLOL.
Leon: argh! Ben wants to talk to you!
-----------------------------------------------------------
[passes phone to Di]
Di: Oi! where's my mee pok, huh? and your dog leh? quick bring him out!
Sandra: Huh? don't want.
Me: LOL. aiya, don't disturb my sis already luh!
------------------------------------------------------------
[Di passes phone back to Leon]
Leon: (in another weird voice) Sandra, i want your guitar!
Sandra: err.
Me: Aiya, dun scare her already luh!
Leon: your sister want to talk to you!
----------------------------------------------------------
[Leon passes phone to me]
Me: Sandra, it's Leon luh!
Leon: Oi! Why you tell her?! Damn you!
Me: HAHAHAHA! TOO BAD!
Leon: (snatches phone from me) okay luh okay luh. just bring your guitar out okay?
Sandra: ah? er. okay.
-----------------------------------------------------------
~Conversation ended!~

& my super smart sis never showed up :D
she went to shower :]
pure genius my dear :)
HAHAHAHAHAHA xD
got stalked home by Di and Leon in the end -.-"
lame -______-"

at least it was eventful today!
oh, also, don't forget,
NEW STOCKS AVAILABLE ON MY BLOGSHOP!

2008-10-13T22:47:00.003+08:00

THE 50 QUESTION QUIZ
-found on Friendster again

1. Who was the last person you were texting to?

Bryan i think? LOL.

2. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off?

That's my secret :D

3. Is your handwriting large, tiny, or pretty normal?

Pretty normal i think?

4. Are you a morning person or a night person?

Both?

5. What would you do if a guy comes up to you with a rose?

I will be flattered i guess? and might blush if he's the one i like? i dunno luhhhh ;X

6. Are you there for your friends?

I hope so (in their point of view). But i will always be there when you need me :)

7. Are you a forgiving person?

Maybe. However, to gain back my trust especially after being stabbed in the back may be challenging, but i'll forgive you.

8. What is your favourite drink?

Lychee Ice Blend with Jelly :D but it's high in calories o.O

9. Are you dating the last person you were with?

HAHA nope.

10. Who is with you now?

My sisters are watching TV in the same room.

11. Anything bothering you now?

Maybe.

12. What are you listening to right now?

The annoying sound of the fan and the TV /:

13. The highlight of your week?

Back to school! but if anyone can drag me out of home, that will be appreciated :D

14. Who was the last person who teased u?

Gee, i forgot ;X too many people tease me O:

15. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?

Bryan :D

16. Do you like your mom?

Defintely. She's all i've got :]
i love you mama! <3

17. Who was the last person offer u a chocolate?

My mama :D

18. Has anyone ever said you look like a celebrity?

Yeah, i think so. Some Hong Kong actress? LOL.

19. Name someone with the same birthday as you?

Carolyn Ng :]

20. Have you ever had a drunken night in Mexico?

Nope. never been to Mexico /:

21. What are your plans for de evening?

It's night already.

22. If you could move somewhere else, would you?

Maybe.

23. What does the seventh text in your inbox says ?

i can't remember. i don't have my phone now ;X
it was either from Chermaine or Bryan ;]

24. What's your favorite subject?

English. PE&MUSIC TOO! (if that counts)

25. Last thing that made you laugh out loud?

Bryan and Brendan fighting on the phone ;X

26. What do you think about love?

i'm a mess about it.
i just know that loving someone is not about loving the person in front of you,
but embracing both their past and their future.

27. Do you know if anyone likes you?

Sometimes.

28. What did you dream about last night?

You wouldn't want to know. It's embarassing. ;X

29. Do you want to be married right now?

HAHA no thank you :D

30. What were you doing at 2am this morning?

Sleeping.

31. What do you usually do first in the morning?

Roll out of bed :}

32. Do you drink coffee on a regular basis?

Nope. Occassionally if i am up studying or sleeping in tuition ;X

33. What is making you smile now?

Talking to Chermaine.
But just a minute ago was Jon and Girlfriend bickiering xD

34. Are you looking forward to tomorrow?

Maybe. i sure hope so :]

35. How many different beverages have you had today?

hmm.. 4 i think. Plain water, Honey and two types of soup.

36. Any plans for today?

Had training.

37. What is in front of you?

The computer screen :}

38. What is your favorite chocolate?

All kinds. But the all-time favourite is Van Houten Hazelnut and Assortment Chocolate <3

39. Do you want children?

Yup, i want seven :D

40. What is on your mind now?

Hey best friend, can you take me to the beach tomorrow please?
HAHAHAHA!

41. Anything black on your right?

A black box full of black cables.

42. Are you expecting a phone call?

Kinda. i need Celia to call me to tell me what time training is tomorrow ;]

43. If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be?

Neutral. It doesn't really make a difference to me ;X

44. What day is it today?

Monday.

45. Are you excited about this weekend?

Maybe, i guess.

46. Do people underestimate you?

Yeah, sometimes.

47. When you're in a bad mood, what will always put you in a better mood?

My girlfriend and my best friend <3

48. Last thing you swore?

That our friendship would last forever :D

49. Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?

HAHA YEAH :)

50. When did u last went to the mall?

Sunday :]

done~!

2008-10-13T22:10:00.003+08:00

keep shining for me, will you?

WOOHOO :D
my legs just got killed in training today ;X
they feel like jelly /:
but i still love traininggg :)
48 frog jumps ain't a lot,
but seemed like i did like 100 D:
must be cause haven't been training much ):

Think i'm going for junior's training tomorrow if they have :]
teehee.
still wanna crash that lecture :D
HAHAHAHAHA.
but i wanna go to the beach :)
bring back fond memories uh :]

okay.
i shall go hunting for another funny quiz ~!

2008-10-13T13:19:00.003+08:00

Leaving for training in 41 minutes :]
cooped up at home under 3 weeks grounding is so boring~!
using Mama's laptop now.
hushhush... she doesn't know i'm using it ;X
and i'm not suppose to O:

teehee.
alright, i regret not sneaking out of the house this morning.
wanted to go out with Bryan, Brendan and Co. before training :D
damn ittttt.
screw grounding D:

feel like sneaking out tomorrow to crash Kai Jun's lecture :]
teehee.
Business Informatics i think?
HAHAHAHAHA.
i'm really clueless about such stuff O:
HEHEHO! :)
really need to get out for some fresh airrrr. ;D

screw Marking Days.
you are depriving me of school D:
screw youuuuu :)

2008-10-12T22:52:00.003+08:00

QUIZ AGAIN! :D
HAHAHAHA.
taken from Friendster :]

(Female Survey) but renamed to A Little Piece of Heaven :)

Does your password have to do with a boy?

HAHAHA. no :]

What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?

really FUN and CARING :D

Are you a girly girl?

nope (:

Small or big purses?

BIGGER THE BETTER :D i have loads of stuff.

Do you stay friends with your ex's?

HAHAHA no. gee, but it never happened before ;X

Did you dress up on Halloween?

Yup, except last year i had no mood D: but i'm looking at borrowing a guy's school uni this year :D

Do you call anybody by their last name?

Yup. it's much shorter and fun that way :] heeee.

How many guys will read this just because it says "FEMALE SURVEY"?

Gee, i'll never know :)

Do you wear makeup?

No :]

Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth?

I don't use mascara :}

Have you ever cooked food for a guy?

If i ever did, i would be the worst cook ever.
& they will come after me with a stick to whack me or something of that sort /:

Have you ever been called a bad influence?

Yeah ): some people say i am ah lian -.-"

Have you ever broken a guy's heart?

I sure hope not :D

American Eagle or Hollister?

hmmm? not so sure.

Flats or Heels?

FLATS :D

Skirts or jeans?

JEANS! :D

Socks or leggings?

SOCKS. THOSE LOVELY SUPER LOW ANKLE SOCKS ;D

Heels or sneakers?

SNEAKERS ;D i'll DEFINITELY fall in heels ;X

Straight or curly hair?

Straight but a little wavy would be nice :]

Hoops or dangling earrings?

doesn't really matter i guess. i'm more of the coloured earsticks and ear studs kind of girl :D

Have you ever had your heart broken?

Yup. A thousand times over.

Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?

Dark i guess :)

Do you have a best friend?

Most definitely. And i'm the luckiest person to have such great best friends like them :D

What do you think about the person you like?

erm... sweet, funny and caring? ohohoh, i know ~~act~~ cuteeee. kidding. he's naturally cute ;X

Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?

nope, i don't think so. But to get rid of all my fats, yes. Lazik, a yes too :]

Do you like your life?

Yes, i couldn't ask for a better life :D

Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?

HAHAHA YES! and it was damn embarassing ;X

Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?

Yes, i think so :]

Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?

Maybe. i can't recall ;X

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?

Yup.

Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?

HAHA YES. ;X

Do you ever wish you were famous?

nopeee. who needs to be famous when you are loved by your friends and family? :D

IN A BOY:

Cowboy or gangsta?

none of the above? but a bit on the pai kia side ain't that and :]

Preppy or Punk/Goth?

errr..? Maybe punk. just a tinge of it :}

Well educated or Dropout?

Well educated please :)

Contacts or Glasses?

It all depends on how you look in them :] But contacts are prefered :]

Good cook or take you out a lot?

Both are fineeee. but a good cook is definitely a plus point! :D

Funny or Serious?

FUNNNYYYY PLEASEEEE :D i need to laugh badly ;X

Romantic or Daredevil?

Romantic ;X

Cute or Hot?

CUTE! :D

Long or short hair?

erm. short please :]

Smoker or nonsmoker?
I am okay with smokers, but non-smokers are prefered :)

2008-10-12T21:47:00.003+08:00

i see the streetlights, shining so bright.

Seems i'm like posting everyday /:
teehee.
Thank God for extending the deadline for The Straits Times 24 hour Newspaper Competition.
:)
i'm overjoyed.
so is Le Xuan.
my dear twin, you are the best teammate everrr.
:D
been stressing out all week.
HAHAHAHA xD

traininggg tomorrow again.
i'm missing Girlfriend and Best friend badly ):
i'm also missing school a lot D:
HAHAHAHA
i can't stand holidays,
grounded when it's the perfect time to go out.
seriously want to just sneak out.
;X

Thank God for training.
Please shower my days with more rehearsals and training :D
and if anyone can, please keep me back at school as much as possible :]
Can't wait for last week of school /:
Grounding would be overrr then,
and Hello, my oh-so-hectic holidays
:D

i'm missing school.
i'm missing you.
i'm missing everything about my life.

2008-10-11T22:10:00.002+08:00

Sing sing sing! :D

This is the next CAMPUS SUPERSTAR.
remember her face,
vote for her :)

"I am a white dog, my name is Bobby."

Goofy and Mama with the oldie songs :]

Xia Yi Ge De Tian Liang - Guo Jing

2008-10-11T21:53:00.002+08:00

Wheee.
i am feeling hot and cold now ;X
went K-Box with Sandra, Mama and Goofy :D
my first time ;XXXX
okay, shutup, i know i'm super out-dated alright. O:

quite fun.
sang quite a bit :)
which is a rare sight for me,
but mostly was for Sandra to practise singing uh.
she's gonna be our next CAMPUS SUPERSTAR yeah! :DD
teeeheee.
super sweeeet chio bu with an uber sweet voice,
if you see her on Campus Superstar,
vote for ALOTTT please :D

teeeheee.
ate loads of dumplings for dinnerrrr.
yummy stuff uh! ;]
hah!
photo time! ~

2008-10-11T11:16:00.002+08:00

WHEEEE :D
so many kids!
& i think i wasn't smiling right /:
Happy Birthday Shaun! :)

oh, look at that pretty lady next to me.
somehow, that smile on me doesn't seem right either. ;X

Hello there Isabelle, you are sure going to grow up pretty :)

The star for the night, Shaun :)

Happy Birthday Shanun! :D
oh, the Durian Cake (right) taste better than chocolate :]

2008-10-11T10:54:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was Shaun's 2nd birthday! :]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAUN! :D
so went to his house after training for dinner.
wheeee.
training killed me yesterday ;X
10 sets of footwork felt like 100. D:
Marissa is so unfit DD:
but i still love trainingggg <3

yup, ate loads during dinner :O
uh-oh, gonna put on weight ):
must lose all that calories again D:
teeheee.

yup.
thats about it.
more photos again?
cos i took loads.
HAHAHA

HEHEHO!
i want that awesome Nikon D60 :D

2008-10-10T12:52:00.003+08:00

Hey there, cutie.

Turn left please.

Hey, the rain is falling.

i love you Girlfriend<3>
you'll always be my darlinggg.

Somehow, this reminds me of shuttles.

2008-10-10T12:45:00.005+08:00

Finally, i'm done.
yish. i changed the skin thrice this morning D:
E-learning day today.

& i'm still looking for TanjongKatongGirls' 2006 YEAR BOOK or any edition of GRAPEVINE which is NOT 2007 to 2008 issues.
anyone that has, i am willing to buy!
but if you can give, that will tons better! :D
THANK YOU!

Training laterrr.
need to go update my blogshop now.
getting new stocks soon.
for now, shop under construction.
sorry for inconvenience caused D:

Also,
Fivers, please check class blog for updates.
CLICK HERE to go to class blog :D
Thank you!

Maybe shall some photos alright! :]
teeehheeee.

oh yes,
Happy Belated Birthday Tanya! :]
hope to see you soon.

Happy Birthday Jasper! :D
i am so sure Sir still remembers you.
HAHAHA.
but i know he forgot me already! :O
HAHAHAHA.
enjoy your day yeah :)

2008-10-07T22:15:00.002+08:00

Stairway to Heaven.

Take me up the wheel, would you?

Smile my pretty sister.
i love you!<3

With love from Maddy! :]
i love you! <3

Hey there my dear, pretty friend CHERMAINEEEEE.
i miss talking to you loads D:
and i'm not angry at you! :)
how can i be?
i love you! <3

2008-10-07T22:01:00.002+08:00

(Lionel and Sheena crouches in a corner at the side of the road)
(Lionel points)
(Then they whisper)
Me: What are you two up to this time?
Lionel: Shhhh.
(continue in their whisper war)
Finally,
Lionel: Look UFO! Quick take photo! Take photo!
Me: ROFL.
The rest: CRAZY!

JUMP! :D
(left to right)
Sumita, Marissa, Ruthie, Alyana, Nasrin, Nandhini, Yi Ting
:)
Class Party June '08 was the bomb! :]

Hey there pretty lady, i love you <3
she's my uber chio sister!

oh no, i remember this poem! ;X

Walk, walk, walk.
Sinthiya is wearing my jacket :]

2008-10-07T21:54:00.002+08:00

Rehearsal today.
was alright, but felt tired /:
pung seh-ed by my wonderful twin, LE XUANNNN D:
rehearsals without her feels so empty ):

yup.
think i will post more photos again :D
heeeee.

Lastly,
Jiayous for everyone taking their papers! :]
cos mine are over ;X

2008-10-07T00:05:00.003+08:00

Somehow or other,
you want to know whether it's too late,
to just say the phrase, "i'm sorry."

i'm sorry to everyone i have hurt,
and i'm sorry to everyone i've worried.

last but not least,
i'm sorry for falling for you,
it was my worst mistake, ever.

2008-10-06T23:40:00.002+08:00

oh, bring on the smartest girl in class! :D
she's the hot stuff next to me :]

it's all that's left,
the team that i cherish most.
:)

BIG GRINS EVERYONE! :D

One Way, but we'll find another.

alright, this dear girl here is my lovely twin LE XUANNNNNN
we once looked alike, and i think we kinda do somehow or other ;X
take away my banngss and put on the same specs,
ta-da! everyone thinks we look alike.
heeeeeeeeee.
i love you my crazy twin <3

2008-10-06T23:05:00.002+08:00

oh look, my two awesome favourites :)
Treasure given by dear best friend Bryan :D
and the lovely Carebear given to me by dear awesome babe CAR :D
heeee. i love you both very much! <3

Me: Hey, look up!
Charlene: Huh?
Felicia: What?
That explains Charlene's blur expression and Felicia not looking up.
HAHAHAHAHA.
i love you two very much!<3>

On Mr Yap's last day.
i miss this great Math teacher :D
To Girlfriend;
Darlinggggg, Treasure got chopped off on this photo ):
but okay, i admit, your bear is cuteeeee,
but TREASURE IS CUTERRRR :D
hahahahahah, i love you! <3

Colette, remember our dustbin!
this is my favourite.
:D
let's paint dustbins one day :]

Sinthiya: (when she saw this) OMG. What's up with my face?
Looks as if it has been beaten up! D:
Me: HAHAHAHA. i don't know! i think its the reflection.
Soniya: (when she saw this) LOL. i look spastic ;X
Me: HAHAHAHAHA. we kinda all do! ;X
Team, i love you! <3

2008-10-06T22:42:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVERRRR! :D
but i'm grounded D:
oh no no no!
but thank god for lovely rehearsal and trainings to keep me out of home :D
yay!

so went out for lunch at TM with Felicia and Charlene.
Madelaine was suppose to come too,
but she had to go find her mama ):
so sad uh D:
hehe.
i love you Maddy! <3
sat on the bus with her today,
and she shared with me her mama's yummy chocolate cake :]
so hilarious.
Charlene, Felicia and Dora on Bus 10.
Madelaine and I on Bus 31.
LOL.
and we were going to the same place -.-"

so bombed money on lunch.
so i'm dead broke ;X
and can't ask mama for money cos financially tight now.
poor mama is so stressed up i keep wishin' she stops worrying about me D:
it's not worth it uh. ):
i'm a bad girl,
but i want to be good sometimes.

oh wells.
since i'm kind happy i guess.
post some pictures :D

lastly,
Happy early birthday to my friend, Sean! :D
Jiayous for Os.
:)

2008-10-03T23:25:00.002+08:00

Study Groups.
i love them <3
somehow i really managed to not sleep ;X

yup.
mug.mug.mug.
anyone wants me to study with them?
Give me a call k! :D
oh yes, don't call my hp please,
cos it's still confiscated D:

so chilled at VideoWorld after school
with Le Xuan, Deniece, Sharifah and Siti :]
uber funnn
took a huge load of photos! :D
Le Xuannnn, please send them to me! ;}
THANK YOU!

yes, to everyone,
UBER TONS OF LUCK FOR THE REST OF YOUR PAPERS :D

2008-10-03T23:05:00.002+08:00

Okay, Geog and Chinese left.
JIAYOUS! :D

This is for someone i think i have hurt,
i know you hate me.
and i can say that i honestly might not like you very much.
and i did something wrong to you.
i have my reasons which i feel that i shall not post here,
but if you really want to know,
i can tell you personally.

i am sorry for hurting you.
i know it was wrong.
but i guess my mind just wasn't thinking straight then.

i am grateful that you have chose not to report,
so THANK YOU.
sometimes, you can be a little on the negative side,
but after all, i still think you make a great friend.

Just want you to know that,
i'm sorry,
and i wouldn't mind starting afresh as friends again.

2008-09-27T22:32:00.000+08:00

Birthday wish to ETHEL LIM! :D
heehee.
i miss you.
Happy Birthday :)
let's meet up soon k? HAHA.
i love you!

betting with Brendan on _________.
HAHAHAHA.
Loser treats lunch. :D
& i have a gut feeling i will win,
although i want to lose.
it's just a complicated selfish reason.

heh.
Math and History on Monday.
Science, Tuesday.
Hari Raya. Wednesday.
Normal Lessons. Thursday.
Literature and Chinese Paper 1. Friday.

tuition,
4 and a half hours D:
gotta go!
see you.
:]

2008-09-27T12:57:00.006+08:00

Finally, i'm on the com.
printing history stuff :D

oh yes,
BIRTHDAY WISHES! :]

To my dear senior LMZ! :)
Min Zhen! heh.
Happy (Belated) Birthday :)
Jiayous for you O levels this year.
bet you can score super well.
all those A1s! :D
teehee,
and your card is still with me :]
pass to you on Monday k,
haha. i love you!
(yay! you don't stalk my blog anymore!)

To my dear fun friend, BERNICE! :D
Happy (Belated) Birthday!
Jiayous for you O levels!
and hope we In Crowders can have a group outing or something?
HAHA.
i love you!

To my dear friend, Sheereen! :)
Happy Birthday! :]
Jiayous for your O levels this year!
study hard and i know you can pass with flying colours!
teehee.
i love you!

To my dear friend Sharifah HANNAH! :D
hey you!
Happy Birthday!
& your card is still with me! :D
pass to you on Monday.
Jiayous for the coming exams.
you can do it! :]
hehe. i love you!

To my dear crazy bandmate cum leader, RAHHHH! :DD
YOU ARE MY CRAZY FRIEND! :]
have a blast birthday this year
and you card is still with me too! :)
Tetricks will be the best damn band ever :D
let's practise hard for next year's performance alrightttt. ;D
hehhh.. i love you my crazy friend!

alright.
early wishes now.
(:

To my best friend in the world,
(HAHA, your name is gonna be super big!)
BRYAN HAN XIN CHOU ;D
my superrrr high best friend,
Happy (1 day early) Birthday! :]
hah! i told you you wouldn't be able to guess what your present will be :D
hehehehe.
enjoy your day alrighttt.
(:
call you at midnight to scare you! :]]]]
teehee.
Jiayous for your exams,
& i'm sure you can get all A luhhh! :}
HAHA. I LOVE YOU!

To my dear friend YITING! :D
haha. i miss sitting next to you in Chinese somehow. ;X
HAHA.
Happy Birthday!
your card is with me,
and i'll pass to you on the actual day, Monday!
May your birthday bring you loads of good luck for our Math and History.
of course it will :]
heeee.
i love you!

yup.
thats all for now.
so many birthday wishes :D
September is such a good month to grow older i guess.
heee.
:]

2008-09-21T22:46:00.004+08:00

i remember sitting at the backseat of this bus, just watching you.

major slackinggg occuring.
talked to Car, Ted, Zaac and Brendan the whole night.
ZOMG.
on top of my articles.

this is bad, real bad.
tuition tomorrow again! :D
HAHAHA.
mugg laterrrr.
need to finish Ms Tan's homework or she'll kill me. ;X

oh wells.
changed the skin.
hope it's alright.
school tomorrow.
looking forward to it (:
oh boy! :D

2008-09-20T22:31:00.003+08:00

don't ask me why it seemed like time stopped, 'cause i really don't know.

i'm seriously slackingggg ):
shit luh.
suppose to be STUDYING. D:

alright.
so fell asleep while doing history today.
but i can't stop reading Salem Falls.
i am addicted to it :D
yesyes. its just grabs you.

so had tuition this morning.
3 hours straight.
but i love it,
i love going to Ms Tan's house :]
& cos i love the SecTwo batch! :DD
they are uber funnnyyyy ;D
heeeeeeeee.
& i ain't some rich kid k?!
LOLLOLLOL :]

then came back and followed Mama and Sandra to Tampines to buy dress.
They are attending a wedding tomorrow.
so Sandra wanted to buy new clothes.
in the end, i bought a new top and shorts ;X
paiisehh. i shouldn't be spending money luhh! D:
HAHAHA.
after exams, i'm going out out out! :D

heee.
came back, studied a bit before falling asleep ;X
then 15 minutes later, woke up,
felt super tired then went to the park.
no soccer today ):
cos Dylan, Jeremy and the rest didn't go.
so only me and James.
HAHAHAHA.

stupid luh.
challenged him badminton :]
heeee.
then went back home and out for dinner. ;D
and bought more stuff ):
OMGGGG.
spent so much money today ;X
gonna starve!
diet is killing me.
i CANNOT diet! ):

oh wells. better go do my article already.
due this Monday.
then go study :]

awww man.
this post seriously very boring luh ):

ohohoh,
Happy Birthday to Chan Lee Sheng :]
hehe.
stupid luh you! move out for what?
HAHAHA.
can't believe you re taking Sandy away D:
we'll all miss you and her xD
LOLLOLLOL!
:}

2008-09-19T21:51:00.002+08:00

ALRIGHT.
news spreads like WILDFIRE.
i ~~swear~~ it's true.

have i really been emo?
cos i don't think i have.
i have always been the same haven't i?

must i really be sad.
for once, somehow, i didn't feel sad,
i just felt like i've learnt something new.
that's all.
sure i've been drowned in my thoughts,
but that's just me isn't it?

However,
Thank you from the bottom of my heart,
Girlfriend, Carissa, Madelaine, Le Xuan and everyone else who has tried cheering me up.
I AM REALLY OKAY. ;D
i promise (:
I LOVE YOU ALL! <3

To dearest,
you don't have to apologise anymore because it's not your fault. ;]
after all, don't best friends forgive each other?
but seriously, it's not your fault and i'll never blame you!
HAHAHAHA.
i miss you! ):
ily<3

heeeee.
sooner or later,
you'll see.
i'll stand back on my two feet again.
and keep walking forward.
that's what life is isn't it?

keep moving on,
no matter what,
we'll meet at the crossroads again.
i know we will
:)

2008-09-17T23:13:00.007+08:00

t's the 69th day.
the day our journey has come to a crossroad,
and we will part seperate ways.

i'll never forget the times we spent,
these some 69 days.
the tears,
the smiles,
the words of anger,
and the whispers of fear.

i remember them all.
fond memories.
the times we had been through are irreplacable.
i had fallen,
but you picked me up,
and i was sure i would do the same for you.

Now, we part.
after our journey of self-discovery,
you have taught me what life was like,
and your smile just brightened my day.

This is not goodbye,
but a new beginning,
not only for me, but for you too.
we'll cross each other's paths someday,
and till then,
i'll love you now and forever more :)
i'll never regret the day i met you,
and i'm glad it was you.

i love you <3

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
And when we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined everything's alright
I want to be
With the one I know
And the 7 things I like the most that you do
You make me love you
♥

2008-09-14T22:45:00.004+08:00

when sparks fly, my heart melts.

a love that floats.

you're the gleaming moon.

WHEEEE (:
was a blast today :]
celebrated at the park.
but so little people went D:

sad luhh. ):
Heather, yesyes, HALLLOWWEEENNN! :D
we are so inviting EVERYONE.
including thsoe outside the neighbourhood! :]
it's gonna be soooo fun!

played with sparkles.
then played Ice and Water! :D
haven't played it for so damn long already D:
heeee.
not forgetting Di acting so spastic luhh ;X
superrr retarded and childish with his dragon latern which has music coming out from it!
LOLLOLLOL.

OMGGGG LUHHH! :D
today was so FUN! :]

i just wished you were here.
time to act childish again :D

2008-09-14T13:48:00.003+08:00

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL EVERYONE :)
maybe i'll go out to play tonight.
that is if Di, Jeethi and the rest are going :D
heeeeeeeeee.
i miss them luhhh ! D:

Missed dearrr's performance. D:
screw it luhhhh.
i wished so bad i could go! ):
damn itttt.
should have just went D:
MISSEDIT&MISSEDYOU T.T
superrr sorryyy ):
oh, btw, brendan, you owe me photos :]
remember!
TEEHEEE xD

EOY is nearing.
i'm gonna mug today.
yupyup.
think i'll skip clay too, so i can go out to play tonight. (:
Lanterns, Sparkles, Bombs.
i love you :)

ohohoh.
BIRTHDAY WISHES!

Firstly,
Happy Belated to my dear Step- Dad! :]
live long and happy!
I love you!

Secondly,
Happy Birthday to my dear friend Tan Yi Wei Jordan! :D
HAHA.
i miss you luhh ):
& everyone else from cell.
loves.
heeeeeeeee.

For my dearest,
with truckloads of love.
Happy Belated Chinese Birthday :)
heee. real one coming soon eh?
:D
iloveyoumuchmuchmore! :]

2008-09-13T22:53:00.003+08:00

just finished uploading new songs into iTunes. ;]
heeee.
got them from Vanessa. =D
she's leaving in 8 days. D:
i'll miss her! ):

EOY in 2 weeks D:
i so haven;t been studying hard enough. ):
this year has been full of ups and downs.
pretty contented with it though.
somehow, memories flow back.
and i'll treasure them (:

dearrr performance is TOMORROW.
and i'm not going D: D: D:
NOOOO. ):
I SOOOO WANNNAAA GOOOOO! D:
T.T
mama will spank me if she finds out i go ):
oh wells.
JIAYOUS k! :D
heeeeeeeee.

well.. back to the books.
tuition and mugging tomorrow.
):
maybe i'll skip clay, i have so much work. ):
too much for a weekend.
Mama Mia was a great show.
:]

wheeeeeeeeeeee.
i miss you alottttt ):
truckloads of loveeeee.
:)

2008-09-08T22:46:00.002+08:00

Happy 2nd Monthhh dearrr! :D
i love you truckloads dearest. <3

& i ain't kidding :]
heeee.
LOVES!

2008-09-07T22:24:00.003+08:00

Me: Hey Chermaine, where did Clarice, Bryan, Brendan go?
Chermaine: Dunno. Maybe off running somewhere again. HAHA.
}
oh gosh, i miss them D:
Clarice, Jiayous for your N Levels. You can do it! :DD
Brendan, thanks for filling em in on details. (:
Bryan, thanks for being the bestest friend I could ever have! ;D
Chermaine, oh gosh, what's the world without you? :]
♥

okay, we were tired alright.
we didn't mean to. ):
but heck.
thanks Bibi for sleeping in with me :D

i love you dearrr.
just one more day :D

the words say it all <3>

now, i wonder what i'll be without you two. ;D
thanks for sticking by me always. (:

2008-09-07T22:00:00.002+08:00

Mediation forum.
Jaslyn's face looks cute
& i love Megan's ACSI sweater :D

The craziest mates i've been with :)
ohohoh, TETRICKS! :D
my bandmates and our supporters ;]

Hey, look what i found.
this year's batch of Secondary Two in B Division now.
but Michelle is missing D:

oh, did i mention the person who sits next to me in class rocks? :D
yes, she does.
she's my darlinggg and i love her! ♥
(ahem, i am straight k)

i sure remember this! :D
CHEERLEADERS!
yesyes, CHAMPS :)

2008-09-07T21:34:00.003+08:00

WOOHOO :D
SLACKKKKK ! :)
hehe.
SCHOOOLLL TOMORROW.
& i'm EXCITED.
seriously.

YAY! :]
gonna freak Ruthie out with my banngggs. :}
eh, wait, i already did!
oh wells.
nevermind, freak everyone else out then. :]
Yipee!

alrighttt.
who put the sugar pill into Marissa's drink today?
gee, i wonderrr too.
yupyup,
wondering why i'm so uber-high,
unlike few days ago when you are so damn emo. D:

oh wells.
since i'm happy,
we'll press replay,
and look at some photos! :D
teeheee.

love!
wheeeeeeee, i love you! :)
my darlinggg and my dearrr! ♥

2008-09-07T14:09:00.002+08:00

alright.
seriously.
i shouldn't be on the com now ;X
HAHA.

better go back and finish up my Geog and Math.
Screw heymath benchmarks. :]
gave up halfway and still passed!
ironic (:

my sis is going to Avril Lavigne concert.
i sold my ticket :D
YAY!
just didn't feel like going,
and now i'm pretty sure some people are gonna come after my ass,
cos i chose to stay at home instead of going to the concert.
;X

oh wells.
mind's in a mess.
i need to clear up some stuff.
ohohoh, Camp Rock today. ;]
RANDOM! :D

wheeee.
SCHOOOLLLL STARTS TOMORRRROOOWWWW! :DDDDD
yesyes!
i love school! <3
i'm so gonna love tomorrow.
i ~~swear~~.

dearrr, just one more day! :D
wheeee, i love you so so much! :]
& i hope you havem't given up on me yet.

2008-09-06T22:55:00.002+08:00

Step Grandmother's and sister's birthday today.
Grandmother is 89, and Vanessa is 18.
That makes 107 years old in total on the cake :D
wheeee.
stay healthy and strong to both of you!
Happy birthday :)
& god bless always! :]

had fun listening to Vanessa's Ipod and reading Vanishing Acts.
one word, Captivating.
loved it.
<3
but i guess the best part was listening to the lyrics play in my head while you trace back your footsteps into memory.
all the good and bad ones i've had these 14 years.
i guess i've pretty much changed from pre school, to primary school and secondary school.

somehow,
if one day i ever do trace back to childhood when i've grown up,
perhaps, you'll just wished you were a kid forever.
because i'm pretty sure i'll miss the days i can act childish or innocent and no one would care.
i just miss those times.

press rewind.
forward.
press play.
let it go.

we've come so far.
and we'll just keep moving forward.
iloveyou:)
2 days.

2008-09-06T15:07:00.002+08:00

HELLO EVERONE (:
alrightt.
looks like i haven't been like feeling good these few days..
Thank you all for cheering me up. ;]
really appreciate it,
but really, no matter how many times i have been put down,
i'll climb back up again.
we'll see.
(:

okay.
i owe a lot of people wishes
which i haven't been wishing.

Firstly, all teachers,
Happy (late) Teacher's Day. ;]

all my friends,
Happy Holidays! :D

all my sec four friends taking n levels or o levels this year,
JIAYOUS!JIAYOUS!JIAYOUS!
you all can do it.
Ace your Prelims,
and ace the big exam! :D

ohohoh.
& also congragulations to all my teammates who played in
Cheers Doubles the past week and won.
& also to those who lost,
cheer up and don't feel bad!
we'll train super ahrd and beat them next year! :]

heeee.
also,
congrats to dearrr and his team for making N.E. mation Top 20! :DDD
JIAYOUS for Top 10!
(:

also,
to my step-grandmother,
Happy 88th Birthday.
Stay Helathy and strong always.
(:

& let me get this straight.
cos apparently a lot of people do not know this.
MY PHONE HAS BEEN CONFISCATED TILL I DUNNO WHEN.
(perhaps years later)
I'M SERIOUS.
SO PLEASE DO NOT SMS ME OR TRY TO CALL ME.
IF YOU WANT TO REACH ME,
PLEASE CALL MY HOUSE OR IM ME.
(:
THANK YOU! :D

dearrr, 2 more days.
iloveyoualways:)

2008-09-03T22:24:00.002+08:00

you know,
happy endings were probably just made believe.
and true love is the biggest piece of shit i've ever heard.
i'm dead serious.
if it's anything about love,
yup, just screw it.
falsehood and deception.
illusions.
a big pitch of empty nothingness.
that's what love is.

i'm the one that needs to be saved now.
& i just wished i wasn't the one left in the corner.
those one-word sentences are killing me.
it's just as good as not speaking at all.
seriously,
someone just save me.
or better yet,
KILL me please.

5 more days.
& oh boy,
i even wonder if it will ever come.
iloveyou, but that doesn't matter anymore does it?

2008-09-02T22:44:00.000+08:00

sorry.
i've lost all my links.
actually some.
these are my old ones.

PLEASE update me on all your new ones!
THANK YOU! :D

2008-08-31T23:17:00.001+08:00

okay.
skins are screwed up D:
will edit tomorrow.

this is a TEMPORARY skin.
):

2008-08-30T22:12:00.003+08:00

Went to Sentosa today for team bonding! :D
came back SUNBURNTTTT again ;]
red-faced marissa.
oh wells.
(:

went for tuition first,
then headed down to Harbourfront to meet everyone else.
planned games.
it was pretty hilarious at times. ;]
wheeeeeeeee.
but so many people came late,
but still was enjoyable.
:DDD

Pity Ms Tan couldn't come. ):
she has to pack for her trip to Guangdong tomorrow.
oh wells, sad. D:
Have a great trip Ms Tan! :)
will miss you! D:

alrighttt.
had funn today.
More stocks have came in and more items on sale!
CLICK HERE

we are so growing apart. ):
to piece it back is even harder.
cheer up please.
ily<3

2008-08-29T22:05:00.004+08:00

Airforce Open House Preview today.
Together with Siti. :}

the planes were damn coool luhh.
so many buttons and controls.
went up to sit in the jets. :]
and had to interview one of the Black Knights.
(:

our guides were really nice. :D
& the displays were so COOOLL. :]
wanted to buy Captain Ted,
but it costs $50!
so expensiveeeee. ):

oh wells.
i still think Treasure is the CUTESTTTTTTT. ;DDDDD
uhhuh.

ohohoh.
it was Teacher's Day Celebrations too.
baked cookies till like midnight last night.
HAHA.
hope the teachers liked it. :D

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL TEACHERS! ;]
THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART FOR EVERYTHING :)

iloveyou:)
please cheer up.

2008-08-29T22:01:00.002+08:00

i just stood there thinking.
what i should do with my life.
and search the deepest corners of heart,
and find out what i really want.

but apparently,
all i found was a bottle of nothingness,
a mind of emptiness.
there was nothing i needed.

but how's that i swear i could feel
myself screaming that three-letter word,
"YOU!"
that's what i need.

2008-08-23T22:48:00.003+08:00

HELLLOOO EVERONEE (:
finally.
done with my blogshop.

Just opened today. :D
please support!
CLICK HERE!

don't let go,
i promise i won't.
iloveyou :)

2008-08-22T22:54:00.002+08:00

Week's been a blast.
seriously.
so much has been happening.
it's so hard to take it all in.

stuff been going haywired and that's bad. ):
emo-ing wayy to much.
i'm serious.
cutting DOES NOT work.
especially if you are sitting next to a Red Cross Cadet.
uhhuh.
tsktsk. stuff just don't work out now.

i am hoping stuff will be better.
really.

dearrr, please cheer up. ;)
iloveyou,dungiveuponmepls.

2008-08-19T22:08:00.004+08:00

tagged by two EXTREMELY AWESOMEEE people : Felicia and Shengjia! :DDD

QUESTIONS;

1. What disappoints you the most?
Not being confident in myself. D: ohohoh, and also horrible grades! )):

2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
Perhaps Japan. oh, i know, around the world in 80 days! (:

3. What are you reading lately?
The Tenth Circle by Jodi Picoult. okay, i've been reading loads of her books lately. :]

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
not really. Perhaps for a short span of a few seconds, minutes or hours? It's temporary.

5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
To turn back time and rewind back to the past and re-write all my wrongs and turn them into rights.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Yup, i'm surviving with no allowance now. :]

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Trust and Love.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Give some to charity and loved ones. Save the rest for a rainy day.

9. What do you dream of doing in the future?
A job that earns enough money and still lets me spend time with family and friends.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
Felicia - Optimistic, encouraging and inspiring.
Shengjia - Hilarious, blurr (sometimes) but in a good way and cheerful.

11. What is tomorrow going to be like?
Tomorrow will be a mystery as always. I just hope i won't get into a fight with my mom again. ):

12. What type of person do you hate most?
I don't hate. (: I love. But some people do piss me off, but please don't. It will be unpleasant.

13. Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
Just graduated? But i would love to see the world with my best friends and dearrr.

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
To love my family, friends and dearrr. ;] (& hopefully be loved by them too)

15. Which friend of yours you don't want to lose most?
All of them. Especially best friends and dearrr.

16. Who is your best buddy?
I have a few. (: dearrr and Ruthie.
ohohoh, there are more, but these are the 2 who stick by me always! :D

17. Name the most memorable moment of your life.
The day i told dearrr about matters close to my heart.

18. Are you courageous enough to go and tell the person that you like he/she?
I already have :)

19. Who do you always bully?
I don't bully! :] but sometimes i tease, but is that really bullying? 0.O

20. If you could have a superpower, what would it be?
I would love to fly and be free.

Tagging: Alright, i shall just scroll down my link list and select.
It's not an order, treat it as a girft of relaxation from me! HAHAHAHA.
The lucky people are: dearrr, Ruthie, Hui Ru, Sinthiya, Soniya, Michelle and Chermaine!
:]

HAHAHAHA;D
have fun!

2008-08-17T21:08:00.002+08:00

Marissa, get a grip of yourself.
stop overreacting.
please, just this once.
all this has gotta stop now.

i'm missing you like shit.
& i'm wondering why i'm still waiting for your call.

2008-08-16T11:56:00.003+08:00

Thank you dearest Ruthie.
for being the most awesome best friend i could ever have.
i don't know how i could ever live without you.
thank you so much for cheering me up when i'm down,
and bringing food for me from home
when you know i don't eat cos i have no money.
i love you best friend. <3

Thank you to my dear teammates,
Soniya, Sinthiya, Yvonne, Celia and Michelle.
Thanks for sharing with me your candy and drinks.
Michelle, you rich ass, thanks for treating to a drink! :]
Soniya, for giving me loads of sweets on the bus today. (:
Sinthiya, for giving me a strip of candy. (:
Celia, for letting me steal your Apple H20 almost every training! ;X
& Yvonne for letting me steal your 100 plus. ;X
HAHAHAHA.
awww man. i ahte it when my allowance gets cut. ):

promise i'll pay you all back when i have the money.
(:
thank you all so much!
i love you all so much! ;]

2008-08-14T23:18:00.001+08:00

Thanks dearrr for everything.
for clearing my mind, for making me smile,
i love you :)

today, i loved it more than ever.
:]

2008-08-12T22:13:00.002+08:00

Tears fell.
i hugged my pillow.
i screamed a muffled scream.
no one heard.
not a word, not a sound.
dead silent.

thanks dearrr for cheering me up.
i apreciated it loads!
i love you always. :]

2008-08-09T13:57:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :D

Fireworks.
Parade.
The good old times.
i love Singapore and i'll never leave this country.
:)

2008-08-08T01:36:00.001+08:00

They were my heroes for today.
i swearrr i'll date you if you were older.
Dazzel (bottom photo) is the bravest boy i had ever met.

i swear i look utterly retarded here. ;X
i love you dearr.

2008-08-08T01:01:00.001+08:00

when you smiled,
i started to smile.

Happy First Month :)
i love you.
today is special.
Beijing Olympics.
Carnival Day.
Training.
Happy times.

Had so much fun today.
Carnival Day.
the kids were so cuteeee.
i've met a hero there.
i ~~swear~~ i'll date him if he was older. :D

after that,
stayed in school till 12.
did Science notes. (:
then went for training.
only Sam and I went.
the rest went to slackkkkk.
LOLLOLLOL. ;}
pung-seh us! ):

HAHA.
after training,
went to Plaza to meet dearrr, Nelson and Aziz.
went toMotorola shop first.
then went to Spotlight to look at some scrapbooking stuff.
HEHE.
wanted to play at Lego,
but no time! D:
gotta go home luhhh. ):
wheee.
i saw Build-a-Bear again. :]
expensive!
$38. ;X

so took MRT back with the three of them.
had so much fun today.
heeee.
best 080808. ;]

2008-08-03T13:26:00.001+08:00

i'll pen my thoughts down onto this letter,
i seal it with a kiss,
and send it to you,
to tell you of all the things i couldn't bring myself to say.

iloveyou:)
5 more days dearrr.

2008-08-01T23:09:00.002+08:00

woohoo.
Mediation today.
48 schools.
ULTIMATE COOLNESS. ;D
& Jaslyn was great during the Panel of Speakers Discussion.

Megan, Jaslyn and I were so bored till we started rating guys when we were playing games.
HAHAHAHA.
hilarious shitzxz.
4.5, no 3... no, 5, nooo.. 6!
blah blah blah.
you should know how it goes.

i enjoyed myself today! =D
TKGPB IS LOVED.
♥

dearrr, i'm missing you. ):
sing me a love song please. (:

2008-07-30T22:30:00.003+08:00

& take my hand and never let go. (:

WHEEEE (:
slackingggggg before Science tomorrow.
last paper of the week. ;]
alrighttttttt.

MARISSA WAS EMO SHITZXZ TODAY. D:
uh-oh. thats bad.
she wishes to apologise to EVERYONE who she made worried.

she wants to thank,
dearrr, Ruthie, Jolene, Izzah, Hui Ru, Chin, Yi Ting, Felicia, Charlene, Shengjia, Sumita, Eri, Hannah, Alyana, Nandhini, Ravin, Nurul, Annabel, Anusha, Nasrin, Clara, Ying Yun, Vismitha, Sandra, Bobbi, Denise and everyone else who tried cheering me up today. (paiisehhh if i left you out! :X )

alright.
someone made my heart melt today again.
thank you so much,
& i love you! (:

HAHAHAHAHAHA xD
thank youa ll sooooo much! ;]
made my day.
cheered me up.
& i'll give you a nice smileeeeee.
hyper-old-marissa is back! (i hope)
(:
I LOVE YOU ALL! <3

2008-07-22T22:48:00.002+08:00

You've got a leash round my neck so tight,
i can't breathe.

i lead my own life.
i hate being controlled.
it's so effing painful, y'know.
it's like choking me to death.

please don't make me drop my CCAs.
i love them very much.
& i've worked so hard for them.
i promise putting in 200% in them.

For academics,
i am trying very hard.
but i guess it's not good enough.
B3 SUCKS BIG TIME RIGHT?
you want A1s right?
EVERYTHING A1 RIGHT?!

how far in the corner do you want to drive me?
i can't take it anymore.
please, i beg you.
spare me.

& also, please don't accuse my friends of being bad influences.
I AM THE FUCKING SCREWUP!
not them.
please, i beg you,
don't blame them.
BLAME ME.
if you think i've changed because of the people i'm mixing with,
you're wrong.
call me a bitch, a disrespectful kid, a disappointment in your life,
a stupid ah lian, an effing liar, just not the old PERFECT marissa.
i've changed haven't i?

i know i have.
& i'm willing to die for this sin.
someone please kill me.
NOW.
=X

2008-07-20T22:05:00.003+08:00

Zany & Cross Country tomorrow.
did 30 rounds today at Trilympics. :D
i want Top 15 tomorrow.

Performance is so screwed. D:
sent last minute SMSes and emails.
freak.
we are so gonna die.
like heck, ain't even prepared.

Deadlines all tomorrow.
NOTHING is done.
F***, how is it i am always the one stressing out?
FREAKKKKKKKKKKKK.

at elast went East Coast with Di today. ;D
distressed myself. :D
now stressed again.
then when i came home,
got a freakin' scolding. ):
oh yes, i saw Yun Ru and Colette.
heh. (:

alright.
back to work.

2008-07-17T21:40:00.005+08:00

& we're back to long time ago.

PI TOMORROW :D
go PUBS! we can do it! ;]
PUBS ROCKKK LUHHH. ;D

Saturday.
i can't wait. :)
we've done the bravest things this year.

Sunday.
Trilympics.

Monday.
Cross Country.
3 km run.
Marissa, please come in Top 15.
&
please don't screw Zany Parade.
C'mon Cheerleaders! :D
we can do it! ;]

Tuesday.
Everything will be back to normal?
i hope.

nahh. i doubt it.
screw this stress.
10 points. 2 weeks.
Come on Marissa, pull yourself together.

i'm sorry. ):
i've probably broken your heart.
cos i know i've broken mine.
i love you still!

2008-07-14T20:42:00.002+08:00

When the sparks fly,
my tears are dried.

080708.
i will never forget this day (:

dear, you make me smile.
i love you,
more than anything.
:)
i hope you love me too.

2008-07-12T23:45:00.003+08:00

a heart in the sky. ;]

OSIM Traitalon today.
Transit Area Marshal Duty was damn fun. (:
knew absolutely no one there.
so just made new friends. :D
Hong Wei, Kai Jun, Zann, Michelle and I are CIP buds now.
HAHA. ;D

Kai Jun and I experienced EARTHQUAKEEEEEEEE on the bridge.
all the swimmers that were runnign up the slope go "BOOM! BOOM BOOM!"
& the poor bridge goes SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE!
EARTHQUAKEEEEEEEEE :D
LOL! x)

today was COOOOOL. (:
yup.
i so need to watch Hellboy again.
oh yes, anyone willing to come with me to collect Team tee? ;]
& anyone need CIP.
Standard Charted Marathon Volunteer positions are open! ;D
IM, SMS, Call or tell me! :]]

dear, i miss you!
& i loveeee you.
:)
YAY! Carebears make my day! ;D

2008-07-08T22:25:00.002+08:00

Youth day was yesterday.
Happy Belated Youth Day everyone! :D

went to zoo with team.
no actually, the Sec2s and 3s pang seh me. D:
so i went with the juniors! ;]
FUNNESS. (:

had great fun seeing animals.
oh yes, and taking photos too. ;D
& Colette and I saw the COOLEST dustbins eveeer. ;]
they were the prettiest shitzxz ever! :D
serious. (:

took photos of them.
HAHA xD
also cos had to pass them to Lao Gong so he can edit them for the NDP Green Spirit Competition. ;D
yup.
but they were pretty with all thsoe animal patterns on them. (:

after zoo,
rushed back to Tanah Merah for tuition till 7 plus.
wanted to go take PI skirt,
but shop was closed.
so went home. ;D

then crammed tests.
Math, Science, English, D&T and Debate.
lame shitzxz.
damn stressed out. D:

finally it's over.
English CmPS postponed till Thurdsay. ;]
YAY! :D

Art Theory Test tomorrow.
& i haven't studied! ;]
YAY, i'm so gonna fail tomorrow.
):

Saturday is coming!
Alrightttt.
:}

dear, i miss you so.
Lao Gong, thanks for everything, love!

2008-07-05T23:27:00.003+08:00

heads over heels in loveee. (:

today was the best day ever.
& i got the best present ever.
thank you sooo much best friend.
the concert rocked and so did you. :D
i loveeeeeeeeee you so much <3

2008-07-04T14:41:00.003+08:00

Today felt like last day of school! =X
dunno why.
HAHAHA xD
we whipped out our pens,
wrote on our legs,
TATRICKS! <3

bring it on!
the best damn band everrrr. (:
Ravin, Alyana, Sumita, Sandra & Kevin! :D
rockrockrockshitzxz. ;]

Inspire '08 concert tomorrowwwwww!! ;D
Going out with Melissa tomorrow too. ;]
Team outing on Monday! (:

damnshitzxz;
8 July 2008.
080708.
i will not forget this day.
D&T test, Maths test, Science Test, CmPS Presentation, Debate Competition.
WTHH.
screwed up time table. D:

freakingshitzxz.
Soniya, Sinthiya, Yvonne, Celia and I did the bravest thing ever today. ;]
ilovemyteammates<3

2008-07-02T22:57:00.002+08:00

Training was tiring.
skipped school.
D:
i'm terribly sorry Ruthie and Lao Gong! ):
feel so guilty now. )):

saw Ms Tan today at Tampines Sports Hall.
Xin Min girls were having training there. :D
Team tee, was hilarious,
cos we forgot to give the retailer the size! =X
so going tomorrow before tuition. (:
& i owe someone $100. D:
oopsie, thats a lot of money! =XXX

Shermin made my day today! ;D
yay! thanks Shermin. (:

WHEEE.
Melissa is home.
going school tomorrow.
Inspire Concert this Saturday.
(hopefully) going out with Melissa thsi Saturday too.
Team Outing @ Zoo on Monday.

the damn shitzxz:
Math test, Science test, D&T test, CmPS presentation NEXT WEEKKKKKK. WT*! D:
TFF is pissing me off. ;]

2008-07-02T08:50:00.001+08:00

FREAAKKKKKKKKKKK.
i'm so screwed D:

2008-06-29T18:13:00.004+08:00

Downhill. D:
super tired from ENERGY-DRAINING homework.
did till about 5.40 am today.
tired shitz. ):

today is SANDRA'S birthday! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE! ;]

God has blessed me with so many gifts,
but one of the greatest gifts is to have YOU as my sister!
i love you! <3

went Wild Wild Wet yesterday.
played a little.
then talked to best friend on phone.
before i arrived was talking to Lao Gong.
uh-oh, my hp is soo gonna run out of money! D:
HAHAHAHA xD

oh wells.
back to CmPS.
then later gonna hit around at the lift landing. :D
working harder.
i gotta pull up my socks! (literally)

July12'08. (:
& its loveeeeeeeeeee.
missing best friend & Lao Gong. ;]

2008-06-27T22:57:00.002+08:00

Yen came over just now for interview. (:
TEEHEE. :D
& i got my WHITE SHOES article! ;]
YAYYYYY! ;D
Yen says the rest will complain if i do both articles.
HAHAHAHAHA xD

Jolene just asked me to join Green Auditors.
thinking now.
wonder if i should join luhh.
i have Badminton, LDS, PB (yay! i passed!), IN CROWD, & tons of other stuff.
oh yes,
that includes staying up all night studying. :D
HEHEHE xD

Yvonne's birthday today! ;]
Bought cake for her,
& i ate a lot today! =X
dun feel so good now. D:

I passed. (:
so i'm a prefect now.
& i get to attend PI! ;D
YAYYYY! ;]
thank you so much Lao Gong for always believing in me.
iloveyousoooooooomuch!<3

happiness.joy.
WildWildWetTomorrow! ;]
imissbestfriendwaytoomuch! ):
deardear,marissalovesyouverymuchtoo.<3

2008-06-25T04:22:00.002+08:00

i'm back again.
it's 4.26.
& nobody's online! D:

marissa seriously needs sleep.
& she's so gonna miss Ruthie! D:

2008-06-24T03:46:00.002+08:00

Here i am.
Up at 3.
it's 3.46 now.
(:

& i just finished printing our Math SAIL Task.
37 slides, 37 pages.
it's a whole lot.

i'm tired.
i only slept for 4 hours the previous night. D:
no i'm staying up again,
thanks to the marvellous HOMEWORK.
SCREW HOMEWORK! ;]

so i'm talking to Lionel now on MSN.
HAHAHA.
he's still on holiday luh.
cos his school holidays started 2 weeks after mine.
no fair. D:

& apparently,
i think Lao Gong fell asleep. =X
he was smsing me.
HAHAHAHAHA xD
oh wells,
can't blame him, he stayed up the previous night too. :D
LOLLOLLOL. ;]

oh yes,
hitching ride to school from Ruthie later. ;D
hehehehehhe :}
hope i don't oversleep!

alright.
back to re-printing.
WOOHOOOOO. ;]
Mission: Complete stupid SAIL Task, GET SOME SLEEP & BURN DOWN THE SCHOOL! ;D

2008-06-23T22:21:00.002+08:00

MISSION: BURN DOWN STUPID SCHOOOLLLL! :D

i hate hate hate hate hate the STUPID ENGLISH DEPARTMENT TO THE CORE!
how can they un-subscribe to IN?
WT*, they want me to die on Mondays is it?
LAMESHITLUHCAN.IAMSOGONNABURNDOWNTHESTUPIDSCHOOL,
THENYAY!DUNNEEDGOSCHOOL!
THENTRANSFEROUT. (:

what am i gonna do during English now but SLEEP.
& read some super boring Classics.
like please luh, give us a booklist,
please give us something most people will read.
THANK YOU! :D

SCREWENGLISHDEPARTMENT!;]
BURNDOWNTKGSxP

2008-06-22T15:03:00.001+08:00

YAY!
i screwed Heymath! ;]
my best marks ever.
6!
failed like so bad! :D
WOOHOO.
Heymath is driving me nuts.
SCREW YOU! ;]

i am back on diet again. (if i can)
i ate too much. =X

2008-06-21T22:37:00.000+08:00

i'm eating again!
YAY! ;D

2008-06-20T10:16:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was Team BBQ.
supposed to reach at 1,
but cos i realised i had to go and take the Twister from the other house,
then messaged Di to ask him whether he could follow me.
HAHA :D
i bully him luhh, ask him walk out then walk in then walk out again.
sorrysorrysorry! D:
& thankyouthankyou for following me! ;D

so i was late! D:
reached at 2 instead.
then Yvonne told me they were at Parkway.
so instead, went to Parkway to help them carry things before going to Villa Marina.
so reached around 3?
blew balloons,
took photos.

At 3.33 PM,
called the seniors.
used Yvonne's phone cos the seniors wouldn't know their number.
HAHAHA xD
Yvonne faked as Unknown person.
so funny!

Here are some of the responses:

Yvonne: Hello, it's 3.33 now. Where are you?
Wei Hui: Hello, huh? 3.33 already ah? Paiseh paiseh, i'm still on the bus!

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Yvonne: Hello, it's 3.33 now. Where are you?
Hui Xin: Sorry hor, my mother say i cannot talk to strangers. k byebye! (puts down phone)

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SUPER FUNNY! :D
the rest didn't pick up.
WTH luh! D:
hahahaahaha no fun already.
but watching the video Beverly took was so funny!
all our reactions and all! ;]

so when the seniors finally reached the bustop outside VS.
everyone went to fetch them except Mong Cin and me.
so both of us stayed back to label the cups and plates.

then we saw the seniors walking done to the Function Room.
SO FUNNNNY!
cos they were blindfolded.
so then they couldn't see the way.
then they were like groping around the area.
(:

then played GAMES!
plannned by Lynette.
played Twister and Pass the Parcel.
drew on each other's face. ;]
then everyone fought to watch Potrait of Home II, Suite Life of Zack and Cody and Da Chang Jin. :}
i like Da Chang Jin.
HAHAHA xD
then Hui Xin and i booked it at 6.
but then Huang wanted to watch Suite Life of Zack and Cody.
so we watched in this sequence of unfinished shows:
Potrait of Home 2: 5.30om to 6pm.
Suite Life of Zack and Cody: 6pm to 6.30pm.
Da Chang Jin: 6 pm to 6.30pm.

then watched Bride of Chuckie.
was so borig. -.-"
thought it was suppose to be scary.
but it wasn't.
LOL! ;]
someone said it was a horror movie, make me so scared. .________.

then had BBQ.
ate a lot. =X
think i grew fatter D:
but food was nice. :D

FUN STUFF TODAY! ;D

bestfriendisloved&missed! ;]
laogongisloved! :)
ruthie&feliciaaresoloved! :D

2008-06-19T12:16:00.001+08:00

Just finished 1 Litre of Tears.
the nicest drama ever. ;]
watch it. (:

i cried.
but i learnt many things from the show.
inspired a true story.

2008-06-19T11:57:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA! :D

i love you always!

2008-06-18T23:31:00.003+08:00

Match against Dunman.
Lost 3 - 1.
yup, last match of Wee Kim Wee Cup.

after tournament had training with Monfort at Jurong West.
(technically, not really for me, cos i'm not good enough to play with them. ) D:
training was okay.
was pretty motivated to work super hard?
i guess cos i want to be in the team more than anyone else?
i dunno luhhh.
it's like not getting into the team is like me not breathing.
so yeah, i MUST get in!
I MUST I MUST! :D

then after training,
Mr Wong gave us a lift back.
Yvonne, Soniya, Beverly, me, Daryl, Christopher and David.
yup. all of us plus him in his car :D
but Mr Wong's car is HUGEEEEEE! ;]
went to Sports School cos Mr Wong needed to pass somethign to Derek.
then dropped Beverly at Punggol.
then me and David at Tampines.
and the rest to erm..
not so sure, MacPherson i think.
yup.

went to TM to buy Mama a cake! ;D
tomorrow is her birthday,
but have Team BBQ,
and sisters not home,
so poor mama alone! DDD:
so celebrate today,
and she loved the cake! ;DDD
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY! ;]
so happy cos Mama was happy! (:

i love mama! <3
she's the best.
& i regret not treating her well and loving her when i was younger. D:
i regret it all.
if i were granted a wish,
i would take back all the bad things i said about Mama. ;D
cos she's the best and will always be.
MAMA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY & I LOVE YOU! <3

2008-06-17T22:46:00.004+08:00

Quiz from Eliza's blog.
doing it for the fun of it. (:

Rules:

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names,then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time:10.59 PM
Name:MARISSA!
Sisters: 1 real-blood sister, 3 step-sisters. (:
Shoe size: 6 or 7 [ my feet are so big! D: ]
Height: 158 cm short D:
Where do you live? East area. ;]

Favourite drinks?
Juice.

Favourite breakfast?
no favourites. (: maybe bread with egg and ham?

Have you ever been on a plane?
Yep.

Swam in the ocean?
nope. unless the shore of the beach counts. :D

Fallen asleep at school?
i try not to. =X

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?
nope.

Saved e-mails?
if they are important information. (:

What is your room like?
messy shitz.

What’s right beside you?
Baby! <3

What is the last thing you ate?
GRAPES! ;D

Ever had ...Chicken pox?
nope. i want it soon!

Sore throat?
yep.

Stitches?
nope. ouch.. painful. ):

Broken nose?
nope.

Do you believe in love at first sight?
HAHA xD no.

Like picnics?
yup. they are fun especially with friends! :D

Who was/were the last person/people you danced with?
erm.. Daryl and Sheena. Outreach dance luhhh. :D

Last made you smile?
best friend. <3

You last yelled at?
dear step sisters. weight issues again! D:

Today you did?
Tournament at Boon Lay. Submit PI stuff. Geog homework. Read a few pages of Radiance. ;]

Have you ever ... ..Kissed anyone?
my mama. <3

Get sick?
of course! who hasn't?

Miss someone?
LOTS&LOTS&LOTS! ;]

Eat?
yup.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
yup. definitely. i am still childish! =X

What’s under your bed?
air & the cold floor.

Who do you really hate?
don't hate, spread the love! ;DDD

What time is it now?
11:08 PM

Random.

Is there a person who is on your mind now?
maybe. best friend, ruthie, felicia and lao gong. ;]

Do you have any siblings?
yup. 3 step-sisters, 1 SUPER CHIO real blood sis! :DDD

Do you want children?
uhhuh. they bring joy to your life. (:

Do you smile often?
yes. i'm finally starting to SMILE again! (:

Do you like your hand-writing?
nope. i hate it cos its really ugly! ):

Are your toe nails painted?
nope. i'm nuts at painting.

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in?
my mama's! it's bigger than mine and she has it all to herself! ;]

What color shirt are you wearing now?
white with green sleeves. School PE shirt! :D

What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday?
on the bus home. (:

When did you cry last?
i can't remember. =X the day mama scolded me.

Are you a friendly person?
not sure. /:

Do you have any pets?
yup. Rusty the Dog. ;D not forgetting Rocky, but gave him away. =//

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
at home practising guitar i think? HAHA xD

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?
erm.. my Lao Gong? HAHAHAH xD kidding.

Do you sleep with the TV on?
i just did in the afternoon after i came back from Boon Lay.

What are you doing right now?
doing this quiz! LOL! :D & listening to music. oh yes, & talking to Jolene about stupid Math SAIL TASK. -________-"

Have you ever crawled through a window?
Yup, my room window and I sat on the roof and gave my neighbour a heart attack. Poor Old Man! D: he thought i was gonna commit suicide. =X

Can you handle the truth?
depends on who's it from. (:

Are you too forgiving?
many people say i am. i dunno luhhh. D:

Are you closer to your mother or father?
MAMA! :D she's the only one i have!

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
my loyal buddy, AIR. ;]

How many people can you say you’ve really loved?
MANY! :D ALL MY FRIENDS&FAMILY! <3

Do you eat healthy?
i skip meals and am on a low-fat diet? don't think that's very healthy? HAHA xD

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?
Yes. Definitely.

If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely go to?
depends. best friend, Ruthie, Felicia or Lao Gong. & sometimes Myself?

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?
I'm both.

Are you confident?
definitely not. low self-esteem. D:

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1) eating without Baby Chair
2) just became potty-trained? HAHAHAHA xD
3) drinking Dumex 4-plus
4) Going the Kindergarten
5) learning how to speak and write properly.

5 things on my to-do list today:
1) Blog!
2) don't eat!
3) DO HOMEWORK!!
4) read book
5) & STUDY!!!

5 snacks I enjoy:
1) SWEETS!! :D
2) CHOCOLATE!! :D
3) Meiji Low-fat Yogurt! ;]
4) FRIES&CHIPS!
5) some fruits.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1) REPAY MY DEAR MAMA! :D
2) buy big house for family.
3) Donate some to charity.
4) buy stuff for family and self. ;]
5) SAVE FOR A RAINY DAY!

5 of my bad habits:
1) PROCRASTINATING! D:
2) copy homework
3) always being too tired.
4) always not packing up my stuff after use.
5) sleep late when i have school the next day!

5 places I have lived in:
1) Home Sweet Home. (Mama's home)
2) Step-dad's home.
3) Real Dad's home.
4) Hotels.
5) Campsite bunks.

5 jobs I’ve had:
MAMA DOESN'T LET ME WORK! D:
but she did ask me to work for her in her office.

people I tag:
anyone who is bored and wants to do it? ;]

2008-06-17T21:54:00.002+08:00

Memories rewind. //
we won Bukit Batok 3 - 1 today. (:

This damn diet is killing me inside. D:
i hate it to the core.
i am craving for sweets, chocolate, ice-cream, potato chips, burgers, fries, hashbrowns, full meals.
basically,
i'm craving for food.
D:
& that's bad,
i've eaten too much these days. ):
OHMY*SHIT.MARISSA,YOUGOTTASTOPEATINGSOMUCH!

memories rewind.
3 Musketeers. ;D
Peach Smoothie. Strawberry Milkshake. Apple Juice.
i miss you all.
i miss the old times.
i just wanna go back.

Thursday is coming! ;]
YAYYYY!
Mama's birthday. (gotta buy cake! :D)
BADDY BBQ! ;D
iwannagooutwithbestfriend! ;]
yesido,sobadly.):
lovelovelovemissmissmisstotheMAX.(:

2008-06-16T23:53:00.001+08:00

new blogskin! :D
& this diet&fast is killing me! D:
i hate it, i hate it, i hate it,

I HATE IT LOADS!
D:

2008-06-16T00:15:00.004+08:00

Just back from Band concert. (:
great stuff. :D
our band is sooo good! ;]
YAY!

so yeah.
Ushering duty.
was okay.
gave out programme booklets.
oh yes, not forgetting the Fashion conversation i had with Lynette. ;D

Me: Whoah.. so many people wear all their out clothes, then we all are stuck with Pinafore and tie! I wanted to wear the Prefects full school uniform.
Lynette: Ya lor. Feels so weird cos we stand out.
Me: But look on the bright side, we are wearing something that will never go out of fashion! School uniform what.
Lynette: Oh yeah!
Me: HAHA. this has been around for like 55 years already and people are still wearing it!

LOLLOLLOLLOL ;]
some convo we had.
makes sense luh.
the clothing that NEVER goes out of fashion.
(:

so the concert ended about 10?
then took MRT to Bedok,
then bus home. :D
talked to Lao Gong while waiting for bus. (:
yup, cheered me up lots since my fight with my sis in the morning. ;]
YAYYYY! ;DDD
i'm a lucky and blessed girl! ;]
keep your promise alright.
i love you!
& baby loves you too!
<3

Tomorrow there's tournament and training. D:
yup.
pray there's no training or tournament on Thursday! ;D
i wanna go beach with best friend! YAY!
i love you so much best friend!
<3

wheeeeeeee.
i'm happy and proud of it.
i'm finally starting to smile,
because i know i'm just as privilleged as everyone else.

2008-06-15T23:41:00.002+08:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL DADS OUT THERE! :D
today is Father's Day.
had special service for all the Dads. (:
the drama was so funny, but touching too! ;]
& Pastor Kong shared with us a super touching story,
and i shall share it with everyone. (:

There was once a small, young boy who loved to play Football.
He loved it so much that he would not miss a single practice,
however, he never ever got to play in a single game.

Although he never had a chance to play,
his father would always go to every game he played and always cheer him on.
When he went to Secondary school,
he continued loving the sport and never missed a single practise.
However, he still never had a chance to play a single game,
but his father still continued to come for every match and supported him all the way.

When the boy went to College,
he was still the smallest in his class.
His father told him that he could always play do something else if he didn't like football.
However, the boy was so passionate about football and loved it so much that he continued to play it.
Like last time, he still did not get to play any games,
but his father still came to every game and encouraged him.

Finally when the boy went to university,
he decided to try out for the football team.
After the coach saw him play,
he felt sad for him and decided to let him join the team.
When the boy found out that he could join the team,
he was overjoyed and called his Dad to tell him the good news.
Both father and son were very happy.

The boy trained extremely hard and never missed a single practice.
However, when the season came,
he still did not get a chance to play.
His father still came to his games and cheered him on.

One day, a week before the final game of the season,
the boy received a telegram.
After reading it, he asked the coach,
"Coach, is it okay if i missed practice today because I just found out that my Dad had just passed away."
"of course you can!" the coach replied. "You can even miss practice this whole week and the final game next week."

On the day of the Final game.
it was three quarter of the game and the boy's team was lsoing by 10 points.
Suddenly, the boy appeared on the field,
rushing to the benches.
His coach and teammates were shocked.

Then the boy pleaded with his coach,
"Please coach, let me play!"
However, the coach refused.
There was no way the coach could send his weakest player down to play when their team was already losing.
But the boy persisted,
finally, the coach let him play.
"Just try your best!" said the coach.

When the boy was on the field,
he was incredible.
he ran very fast, and tackled well,
he was playing like a football star.
His coach and teammates were all surprised by his performance.
No one could catch him, nor could they tackle him.
Soon, both teams were tied.

At the last part of the game,
the boy intecepted the ball and ran for the finishing goal which led his team to victory.
His teammates lifted him on their shoulders as they danced around on the field.
They had won the championship for that season!

After the game,
the coach came into the Locker Room and saw the boy sitting all alone in a corner.
He went up to the boy and said,
"You were amazing out there! How did you play so well?"

The boy turned to him with tears in his eyes and said,
"Coach, before my father died, he was blind and could not see me play, yet he came for every match to cheer me on. He always encouraged me. When he died and went up to heaven, God blessed him with sight, so today was the first day my Dad saw me play and I did not want to let him down, I wanted to make him proud."

a story that touched my heart.
and i hope it touched yours too. :D

2008-06-14T21:46:00.003+08:00

Babyyyy, i love you! <3

Training at SC.
then Drama Performance at Act3.
Sandra is a good actress! :D
hahahahaahha xD
& heard a lot of guys ka jiao her! ;D
she's a chio bu what! ;]

after that,
went home and watched Aviva on TV with Babyyyy! :D
smsed too, but have some typo error. =X
cos watching the match too intently,
never look at the key pads. /:
LOLLOLLOL ;]

so at night went for Father's Day dinner.
cos only see Dad on Saturdays,
and tomorrow there's band concert and im on ushering duty.
dang! gotta wear PINAFORE+TIE! D:
like OMGG,
it will look SUPER WEIRD! DDD:

Father's Day is tomorrow.
Wishing all Dads a

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! ;D

& to everyone who has a nice, perfect family,
please treasure your dads cos it's tragic when he's gone. D:
not cursing or anything,
but i really do wish my mom and dad get back together. =X
but fat hope luh,
my mom's married again, so yeah.
Treasure your PARENTS, treasure your SIBLINGS (if you have), treasure your FRIENDS.
TREASURE EVERYONE AROUND YOU!

best friend, lao gong, baby, my friends, family
are the loveeeeeeeeee.

2008-06-13T23:57:00.005+08:00

WHEEEEEEEE (:
okay, i'm a little high now.
today, had match against Fairfield Methodist.
lost 3 - 2 DD:
so sad luhhh D:

there's compulsory training at SC tomorrow.
meeting Celia at 9! :D
YAYYY ;]
i love my ex doubles partner. ;D
we are 2 happy bench warmers cos we warm benches. (:
LOLLOLLOL!

met best friend on the bus to Pasir Ris! :D
damn funny luh.
so coincidential! (:
he was going to work again...
HAHAHAHAHAHA xD
yup, then as usual,
kena ka jiao by his friends again.
always like that luh,
always ka jiao by friends.
the circle of ka jiao. ;]
LOLLOLLOLLOL. ;D
weirdest yet most true theory ever! (:

& now i'm wondering why i find the littlest things most amusing.
i loveeeeee best friend, lao gong and bao bao. ;]
my sweet obsession.

2008-06-12T23:02:00.005+08:00

he's ~~mine~~ ours and will always be

he's my our treasure and is so loved.

LAO GONG & BAO BAO, 我爱你 ! ♥

credits to Lao Gong for making today one of the best days of my life! :D
i had so so so much funnnnn! ;]
apologies to Portia and Bernice for ditching you two! D:
i got kidnapped!
what was i suppose to do?
LOLLOLLOLLOL xP

FYI: we all just playing luh, really not attached. ;]

2008-06-12T08:59:00.002+08:00

Waiting for Sleepy Head's call. ;]
HAHA xP
although i'm expecting it at 11! :D
LOLLOLLOL.

yup,
just finished TOP 10 LIST JUNE 2008! ;D
like finally,
i'm always submitting it late,
& Yen is so gonna kill me! =X

Poor Mama cut herself with a knife today while opening a tin of Milo! DD:
the cut was liek so deep,
so step-dad brought her to stitch it!
poorpoor mama. ):
must have hurt a lot! D:
there was so much blood and it wouldn't stop bleeding! DDDx
Mama looked as if she was going to cry. ):
made me feel like crying! D:
so i just wanna say,

GET WELL SOON MAMA! :D

yup,
okay, back to work.
i'm going out later! ;]
YAYYYYYYYYYY (:

2008-06-11T23:27:00.002+08:00

Last dance practice with Daryl and Sheena was today. D:
so sad. ):
Outreach is 12 July,
but mama dun let me go for practice anymore! D:

Tournament today.
we won! ;]
3-1
Hua Yi Secondary.
YAY! (:

Tomorrow is day-out!
YAYNESS! ;D
going National Museum with Duo Partner.
then shopping with Portia and Bernice.
then beach with Duo Partner. (cos he insisted!)

haha.
can't wait for tomorrow! :D

& i'll scream and shout.

2008-06-10T16:07:00.003+08:00

you robbed all my sadness away,
& left me standing as one happy piece.

went to get new headphones!
YAYNESS (:
they are super nice. :D
blue in colour!
hehe xD
thanks a million best friend for following me today.
i love you oh-so-much!<3

2008-06-10T00:18:00.001+08:00

Going out with best friend to get earpiece later. ;]
YAYNESS! ;D
super happy luh.
i'm on cloud nine when you called me.
you make me smile. (:
i love you oh-so-much.
<3

2008-06-10T00:11:00.002+08:00

Briefing at 10 later.
have to go to school.
means have to wear pinafore. D:
aww man.

training sucked big time.
cos i suckkk. D:
i wanna get into the team!
seriously, that's all i ever want,
that's the reason why i joined.
i love badminton oh-so-much.
i promised my mom i will get into the team every year.
i wanna get in!
i wanna get in so badly!
please don't push me out!
i know i suck,
i know i don't play well,
but i'll work doubly hard.
if everyone is putting in their 100%,
i'll put in my 200%.
even if it means fainting on court.
yes i will.
I WANNNA GET INTO SCHOOOOL TEAM!

2008-06-07T12:28:00.002+08:00

The photo that made my day (:
i love best friend!
♥
busnumber17isoursweetridehome,
beachesareourparadise.

2008-06-06T23:30:00.003+08:00

FUNN DAYY TODAY! :D
had training, 9 to 12.
then went to Vivo with Yvonne, Celia, Michelle, Chermaine, Min Zhen and Bo Mun.
went to watch Kong Fu Panda.

funny movie. (:
enjoyed it lots. ;D
i haven't exactly been smiling much lately?
so yeah, felt great to just laugh and not care about the rest of the stuff anymore. ;]

so after movie,
bought two books from Page One,
A Thousand Splendid Suns
&
Radiance.
;]

then went upstairs to the 'pool' to play.
so fun luh.
took some photos. (:
& Chermaine treated me to movie ticket! :DD
&& Bo Mun treated me to drink! :D
thanks so so much! ;DD
then left for home. ;]

Felicia, Auntie Adeline and Auntie Doris came over for dinner. ;D
celebrated their 40th birthday! ;]
the cake was so yummyyy and prettyyy. (:
(haha, i know someone is jealous XD)

yup,
created a Neopet's account with Felicia. ;]
then played a little. (:
quite fun luh,
recalling the times when i was in Primary school still playing Neopets.
LOLLOLLOL:DDD

so yeah,
happy days. (:
sweet memories. ;]

my words are messed up,
my cheeks turn red,
i think i'm in love with you.
♥

2008-06-05T18:17:00.003+08:00

CLASS PARTY! ;D

went to East Coast Park! :D
YAYNESS! ;]
i love the beach.
(:

so Ruthie came to help me carry some stuff,
before heading to Interchange to take bus to meet Yi Ting.
we met Insyirah, who was gonna wait for Sumita,
so in the end, we all went together. ;]

so reached Macs.
they all went to eat,
since i'm fasting, can't eat uh. ):
so headed down to the beach with Nasrin, Nandhini, Alyana, Chun Ting and Shengjia.
(since they reached much earlier and ate already)
wrapped up the hula hoops for the shield.
(:

yup, so played the games.
;]
Scavanger Hunt, Animal Sounds, Through the Shield and Fill it Up.
(credits to Sheena, Jordan and Kristie)
HAHAHAHAH xD
so funn. ;D
got tons of photos.
maybe i'll upload. (:

so after games,
went to change and clean up,
then played with sand.
started writing all sorts of random stuff. (:
TEEHEE xDDD
bestfriendloveismysecret;]

after everything,
packed up and walked to Parkway.
then took bus back home.
HEHEHEH xD
dear Duo Partner said he would kidnap me during the period of
11 JUNE 2008 to 13 JUNE 2008.
so if i ever go missing,
don't worry.
i have been abducted by my Duo Partner. ;]
LOLLOLLOL (x
but no worries,
i'll definitely find a way to escape. :D

yupyup.
Fifth Day of Fasting&Praying,
16 more days to go.
(:
hungryhungryhungry. D:
seriously,
i have been cursed to be fat?
haiz. i'm eating like a meal a day,
btu yet i'm like growing fatter. DDD:
haizhaizhaiz.
yup, i'm cursed.

busnumber17ismysweetridehome.
imissridingwithyou.
♥

2008-06-05T08:30:00.002+08:00

I'll need a little more luck than a little bit
Coz' everytime I get stuck, the words won't fit
And everytime that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Coz' everytime that I try i get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

Tongue-tied
Faber Drive

it's the song i'm so hooked on to.
Class Party Today!

best friend, all the best for work today!
i love you.
♥

2008-06-04T22:40:00.002+08:00

"Ever felt like crying for just no reason at all? Like you just feel like crying all that pain that was trapped inside you so you'll feel better?"

that was how i felt last night.
i wonder what had gotten into me.
but thank you Hong Shun & Lionel for cheering me up.
couldn't have done it without you guys. ;]

smile always.
(:
class party tomorrow!

2008-06-02T23:37:00.001+08:00

HAPPPY SWEET FOURTEENTH SINTHIYA! :DDD

hope you had an awesome day!
you are such an awesome teammate! ;]
LOVES !

2008-06-02T10:09:00.003+08:00

ASSIGNMENT DONE! ;D

finally after all those sleepless nights,
and brain malfunctions.
freaking out and stressing out and friends worrying finally paid off! :D

SO HAPPYYY! ;DDDDD
so now i'm gonna help Portia and Bernice! ;]
cos they kinda helped me too!
& cos i like their topic. (:
CYBER GAMING! ;]
hahahahaha xD

last night went for Angela Chang's concert.
i think the lighting effects was the bomb! :DDD
but i ain't that big a fan of her,
so it was okay.
yupyup, sorry Angela,
i know you tried your best. (x

busy week last week.
bsuy week this week too! ;]
CLASS PARTY! ;DD

best friend, i miss you so much!
i love you.
♥